2.5238 : 9/5/19 : Routine (2) (The Experiment: 73/100)

Not sure about the new routine

Undecorous I guess you'd say

Not really paying dividends

More sanity at end of the day

The state of things I hardly like to think

Maybe as cowardly as cynicism

To think that I thought that I could

shine a light

Lead at least a million to the

big post-ism

Could use a mentor and

another true friend

tell me are you saying what

you means to

Another day, the grossest

dumb cliché

Guess it's all part of the

routine, too

2.5237 : 9/4/19 : Decay (The Experiment: 72/100)

Waking up in the

decay of inner

pictures so banal

worse than the

empty pages

the endless hall

trying to find

some anodyne

for spitting inner ire

a channel to

direct this fire

what

2.5236 : 9/3/19 : Routine (The Experiment: 71/100)

If I was having my

morning coffee

on top of eight

hours of sleep

If I was wearing

better shoes

would the routine

feel more deep

If I can't find one

tiny bright star

in the midst of the

routine grind

well I think I think

I feel I fear

I might just

misplace my mind

what

2.5235 : 9/2/19 : 4X4 (The Experiment: 70/100)

Mix four by four

Precise but vague

A spy tale noir

Bright fog in Prague

what

2.5234 : 9/1/19 : Re: Dark Hour (The Experiment: 69/100)

In regards to

the dark hour

unable to return

to the enveloping sea

the lesson of unlearn

darkness on the rise

it seems like a book

or dark history

or is it just a hook

like that cloud of evil

Mr. Gray spoke about

long before it really got him

and took him out

what

2.5233 : 8/31/19 : Double Deck (The Experiment: 68/100)

Double decade

gone not

forgotten

try to be

philosophical

take the good

with the rotten

hell of a lot

of water flows through

nobody much

came to the 

rescue

and the old film

about the secret

reality

never really

played out

in any eventuality

what

2.5232 : 8/30/19 : Baffled (The Experiment: 67/100)

Get baffled

get angry

expecting people

to make sense

what the hell

am I waiting for

am I still on the fence

half hoping

they'll prove it

truly

unsalvageable

cut me free

to be pure selfish

why I'll just

have a ball

what

2.5231 : 8/29/19 : Gift (The Experiment: 66/100)

Up early

and tossing at night

want to rush

but I'm cautious

got to get it right

the perfect offering

to You I would uplift

just as soon

as I discover

my gift

maybe you struggle

as others say

so hard to choose for me

hey it's okay

but I sure wish

you'd quell the

pining in my heart

and if there's anything

more

I sure wish

it would start

what

2.5230 : 8/28/19 : Corners (The Experiment: 65/100)

Cut corners

to keep protocol

picture a burner

absolute ethanol

round bottom flask

in a stand

no idea what's cooking

no synthesis planned

what

2.5229 : 8/27/19 : Subtle (The Experiment: 64/100)

Take the subtle wisdom

upside my head

like a brick

for once could we

play it smart

not slick

or so I opine

from a dubious

throne

but I'm going to keep

shouting till the

subtle gets shown

what

2.5228 : 8/26/19 : Pursue Dreams (The Experiment: 63/100)

What this experiment reveals

Dream tide spits us out

each morning agog

Fiddling for the name

For whom

the alarm bell peals

try not to feel

immediately at slog

Pursue Dreams:

Well let me tell you Jack

mine are a weird pack

and unsuitable

for anything but shaking head,

shouldering up the stack

all interpretation

highly refutable

what

2.5227 : 8/25/19 : Too Much Coffee (The Experiment: 62/100)

Too much coffee

probably

maybe it's stress

all I know

it's all me

too much drifting

in this idiot sphere

maybe a nap

show up later

still here