Sunday, September 13, 2026

2.5246 : 9/13/19 : Null Test (The Experiment: 81/100)

Almost caught out
by another Null Test
maybe my experimental
design was not the best
Well as Agent Smith said
I'm not out yet
but if you're going to
Short me think before you bet

what

Saturday, September 12, 2026

2.5245 : 9/12/19 : Naked (The Experiment: 80/100)

The naked truth:
we don't know how to
change on purpose
or how to
refine value
from pure dross
thus the following
the strongmen
the charismatic
maybe why
the level of evil
seems static

what

Friday, September 11, 2026

2.5244 : 9/11/19 : Gut (The Experiment: 79/100)

Temptation to call a
bad feeling instinct
to blame current sorrow
on years of ignoring
surely misbegotten calling
mind and body distinct
I've got all kinds of theories
in retelling it gets boring
and all just want to know
what is the end of the line
always some new angle
that's appearing in my gut
oh what a deep dream
just at zero, feeling fine
like I always know the basics
but I'm always in this rut

what

Thursday, September 10, 2026

2.5243 : 9/10/19 : Bleeding Chunks (The Experiment: 78/100)

Such as it is
the legacy
Wouldn't want you to think
you got the best of me
Disposition remains
the temperament of monks
think about it while I
feel the tenderness
of little bleeding chunks
there's a mist up
a feeling like fall
What's the story? I gave up,
sold out, maybe that's all
maybe there's such a thing
as not being good enough
and if you've really
got the bug so as
you'd do it for free
why that's rough

what

Wednesday, September 09, 2026

2.5242 : 9/9/19 : Little Holes (The Experiment: 77/100)

Like a lot in
this life
experience is
unpleasant
on a good day
I might argue
it's not just
that I'm a peasant
something
intrinsic
and leaves a bunch
of little holes
to heal on my
own time
one more thing
shoving back goals

what

Tuesday, September 08, 2026

2.5241 : 9/8/19 : Brains Out (The Experiment: 76/100)

If only it were so easy
to get your brains out
a couple tablets before bed
forget old pain's shout
Forget it all and think no more
the doc can shine a light in
admire the empty skull cavern
form now on I'll fit right in

what

Monday, September 07, 2026

2.5240 : 9/7/19 : Mortality (The Experiment: 75/100)

Something really wrong
with everyone
Lack scale, precision
but we're all forgone
and barely deal with
mortality at all
no real defense
in the arsenal
Denialism
And ego trips
talk about legacies
never come to grips
Hear said physician
heal your own ass
might have a point
so I let it pass

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