Sunday, May 18, 2025

2.4763 : 5/18/18 : Murder Mill

The murder mill
then the news machine
and nobody
will ever ever
get out clean
people stop talking about
that thing called change
it was only a rumor
and we've all turned strange
nobody wants to think
where we hit the twist
all feel we might be
culpable
and dream no
answer but
a clenched fist

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Saturday, May 17, 2025

2.4762 : 5/17/18 : Taking It

Mad as hell
and taking it daily
protesting frailty
under a spell
worth achievement
what will fulfill
the fear nothing will
hold off the bereavement
on pins and needles
one spun off the cuff
made of sterner stuff
and pitch forward heedless

what

2.4761 : 5/16/18 : Glutted

Glutted on the
quick fix of the wire
it'll all come to nothing
the opposite of inspire
hard to feel the chance
of a reckoning
reversal or correction
and nothing much is beckoning

what

Thursday, May 15, 2025

2.4760 : 5/15/18 : Plank

Never know
if the next step
is walking the plank
Here I go
anyway
likely breaking the bank
well it's felt
pretty tapped
not much like getting there
all on edge
waiting to step
and only feeling air

what

2.4759 : 5/14/18 : Get Ahead

And now I think I see my chance
toe get ahead of the game
that I know is an illusion
but I chase it just the same
and if I do each thing just right
somehow pans out to the same
There's no ahead because there's
nothing but the game the game the game
While I cling to hope like a crazy hoarder
to think we used to laugh about the new world order
never imagined it could get so dumb and mean
to think I used to think I served the truth machine
that's enough that's where
I put my foot on the chalk mark
you better believe I will soliloquy
fall back before resolve so stark
In some sense I have stayed
one step ahead some way somehow
I'm hardly tearing up the scene
yet I've made it up to now

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Tuesday, May 13, 2025

2.4758 : 5/13/18 : Sleeper

For a hot minute got fired up
to go deeper
Plumb those hidden depths
the real summer sleeper
but while I toiled, the depths
sank out of sight
Left with the obvious
Call that the usual plight
Briefly sought a rhythm
briefly thought a rhyme
but I only get to work
what I've got
when it's time
and so so seldom
find a real refrain
and the sleeper slumbers hidden
the conclusion is plain
but I won't disdain
say I failed the mark
however small however lodged
in the deepest crack I fan the flame

what

2.4757 : 5/12/18 : Bearing

Can I relate
to the crushed
ball bearing
can't you read what I wrote
on the cuff I'm wearing
shot from the sleeve
where I'm wearing my heart
and so crazed I almost
think I'm ready to start

what

2.4756 : 5/11/18 : Into

Not into it
not up for it
expect no one
to raise a cup for it
Say it's not my fault
but if not whose
and I'm giving up on it
I can't see what I'd lose

what

Saturday, May 10, 2025

2.4755 : 5/10/18 : Go On About

Far from every
grinding impulse
heart brooding
and drums a grim pulse
and the last thing
I want to go on about
Better just screw down this mood
before it turns a rout

what

2.4754 : 5/9/18 : Den

First thing I'll get out
of this den of waste
can't think about the hours spent
can't afford the the slightest taste
What I go to
barely a setup
better than nothing
and I'll never got my rep up
anyway so not to worry
about missing every scene
and blowing up the fantasy of
Somehow getting out clean
imagine I'll be back well
jump off that bridge when it's here
did you hear the one about
the fool waiting for me to appear

what

Thursday, May 08, 2025

2.4753 : 5/8/18 : Invasion

Going to double down
on this sheepish invasion
if the teacher appeared now
it would feel like an invasion
and the scholars are debating
this old dog's capacity
while I still haven't developed
much reputation for sagacity

what

Wednesday, May 07, 2025

2.4752 : 5/7/18 : Stitch

I can beat that
after the seven year itch
useless as an aristrocrat
and this retrospect's a stitch

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