2.5204 : 8/2/19 : Receptive (The Experiment: 39/100)

North facing window

soon see snow

seems impossible right now

and that's exactly

how things go

trying to get online

tuned in

receptive

try to turn off

the stream of invective

that always turns inward

always impedes

I know what I have

to do

but man I'm lost in the reeds

what

2.5203 : 8/1/19 : ABUNDANCE (The Experiment: 38/100)

Now to the anxious dreams

the opposite of abundance

I'm tired of the show

you know it's not a fun dance

I can't keep up the principle

no scarcity no striving

inside a nervous grasping

fears the future's new arriving

see it as the burden of

the day, no real condition

try to stand up straight and say

Still present for the mission

what