2.5115 : 5/5/19 : Recruit

If you really wanted

to recruit

you should do

that thing

make disease

disappear

the mystery I see

You'll think I'm not astute

it was

never anything

it's the obvious take

and I've got ears

but can I hear?

what

2.4958 : 11/29/18 : Knack

Why am I feeling

a little bit sick

Whatever the knack

of the thing

I lost the trick

and oh I'm floating

about along three feet

and no clue of

destination

and ain't that a kick?

what

2.4949 : 11/20/18 : Plant

The Deal is

I can't plan for shit

this bind again

So sick of it

but should the

sickness

cease at last

You'll find me

downstream

holding fast

what

2.4906 : 10/8/18 : Too Sick

Too sick to care

or try for the

prize

another day

drifts past my eyes

watch the old

riverboat saga

start up the old

internal raga

what

2.4895 : 9/27/18 : Flying

Flying on a lucky chance

and will get popped surely

meanwhile the mythic pop

gets phased up and

Swirly

And oh if I could drum that

gorgeous nonsense into life

If only I could feel the

way I thought I'd be

stalwart to strife

Screw it I'm sick of the

pepe talk and the self-help

need to lock a flight pattern

because I'm no whelp

what

2.4876 : 9/8/18 : Opinions

All the opinions

I'm sick of it

Some make it pay

the trick of it

I don't want that

I want to raise

an honest take

See how that plays

what

2.4866 : 8/29/18 : Next Recreation

The next recreation

better start real quick

overindulged

feeling a little sick

not in a cool way

like some cool kid

that's one illusion

I should be well rid

it's all a muddled cluttered

mess upstairs

the whole damn circus

feels like splitting hairs

Some seeing total breakdown

we should have such luck

I see another hundred years

of winding down

and staying stuck

what

2.4850 : 8/13/18 : B.O.C.

I'm gonna start the

brainless optimist club for real

I'm gonna do a wicked number

on how I always feel

Because I'm sick of it

I'm fed right up

I'm going to drive a hard bargain

for a different cup

half full half empty

I give you flowing over

Once the mean miser

now the shout the treasure trover

It's all long shots baby

Well we start out unique

before they file another edge off

Imma straight up freak

what

2.4824 : 7/18/18 : 3 Brief (3)

3 brief

3 briefest

time sure

the thiefest

one aim

go down quicker

figure soon how

to not get sicker

what

2.4773 : 5/28/18 : As Usual

Feeling the effects

as usual

late nights

indulgence

nothing unusual

thinking this time

to pull up quicker

guess I still

loved sickness

why else get sicker

no research

no deep searching

no mulling and dwelling

toward what portal

I'm lurching

keep things simple

damn for once

stick it spike it

forward on all fronts

what

2.4748 : 5/3/18 : Deez Nuts

Alla deez nuts

aint' gonna stop burning

alla deez nuts

ain't gonna stop yearning

You want a solution

for the typical yutz

you gotta contend

with alla deez nuts

go try to fool them

nuts get wiley

get them in the feels

nuts just get smiley

preach like an angel

hear LOL butts

you gotta contend

with alla deez nuts

don't know if they're

the sickness or symptoms

mostly not villains

mostly not pimp bums

lotta cheap johns though

and I'm such a putz

still thinking I can talk

to alla deez nuts

what

2.4744 : 4/29/18 : Grip

Getting a grip

but on what exactly

do I have strength to pull up

before what's coming down

Smacks me

back to the next

setback always in the chamber

Who's tugging on the trigger

I could but I won't name her

sickness recedes

but leaves an ever darker stain

When the sickness is gone

what exactly will remain

I'd like to think

the bones of a higher order

not so optimistic

but hell

I'm only a recorder

what

2.4633 : 1/8/18 : Floor It

Every night it's like kapow

and I'm getting real sick of it and how

not like I drift off better for it

every morning better floor it

race to what don't get me started

not for as they say the faint-hearted

a little piece of what I ponder

but that's a wrap so see you yonder

what

2.4493 : 8/21/17 : Medac

Even in a

perfect enclosed society

might get sick

might get hurt

no fear

Collectivized and

medac bots

will make sure

you don't lose your shirt

you could call it

a necessity of meritocracy

who could excel

under such a burden

I'm getting vicious

message creep

in my fine

day dreaming

I never could manage

to suck the herd in

what

2.4446 : 7/5/17 : A Lynchpin

The night excursions have

been bringing me down

Too much a lynchpin I guess

to the old town

the place loved but I'm sick

of my Em to Eff

between that and

anti-entropy

Few hours are left

envying every

evangelist for 

their superpowers

And in that

fantastic

contemplation

I lost way

too many

hours

what

2.4402: 5/22/17 : Lunatic

Lurk to catch the worm turn

Going to chase its tail

tried a thousand days

five times

over and again I fail

I cannot lose the scent

of this worm that makes me sick

with angry thoughts

inside laughing words

oh my such a lunatic

oh for once

have the hours to set me right

delve to the pure ore

and see my hands flow

with the bright

what

2.4401: 5/21/17 : How I Sound

Sickness of grinds

and cures

sparse on the ground

ought to

check my privilege

I know how

I sound

The luxury

of whining

but that's a dead end too

just more

dirty static

and hullabaloo

what

2.4299 : 2/8/17 : Always New

Holler back

to cycles

like sick again

somehow

always new

old unwelcome friend

not feeling

eloquent

mired and

glued

and though

the cycle will turn

tonight I'm

buried in

its brood

what

2.4246 : 12/17/16 : Never Good News

Too deep in the numbers

loosens up the screws

never a nice suprise

never good news

But these fugues

in the catacombs

are no cure at all

the sickness in these times

is running wall to wall

ready to bug out

ready to ditch

thinking just one time

let it go off without a hitch

what

2.4220 : 11/21/16 : Plans & Ideas

Plans and Ideas

had a million

no followers

and now the tide vermillion

seems imminent

little time to plan

or gin up my reputation

as an ideaman

the real sick bugs

are crawling outta the wood

and if you aren't planning yet

boy you should

what