2.5272: 10/9/19 : Hysterical Misery

Hysterical misery

but a quiet sort

half incoherent

shrugs off retort

hardly articulate

thoughts circulate

repeat and seethe

what use to create

what use to improve

adapt try to change

age's drag deepens

call duller, more strange

no market for this crap

most of all not within

and angry as well

at the curse word begin

what

2.5257 : 9/24/19 : Something Like (The Experiment: 92/100)

Put away more

and still more

try to figure out

What anything's for

something like a sieve

something like a still

anything sweet left to

temper this bitter pill

is the goal to be content

or angry enough to leap

could I turn it around

with a little more sleep

I read our hearts are

made to endure

chasing down the long game

has a certain allure

by the end of this run

to have something like a plan

to get me somewhere

though I'm surely and also-ran

what

2.5232 : 8/30/19 : Baffled (The Experiment: 67/100)

Get baffled

get angry

expecting people

to make sense

what the hell

am I waiting for

am I still on the fence

half hoping

they'll prove it

truly

unsalvageable

cut me free

to be pure selfish

why I'll just

have a ball

what

2.5181 : 7/10/19 : The Anger (The Experiment: 16/100)

Let some of

the anger out

so long so little

luck about

tired of hunting

brighter sides

how about

some real flash rides

still decline

to break the quiet

I've been on

a steady diet

If you've got

something to say

have at it I

haven't gone away

what

2.4904 : 10/6/18 : Gold Rush

Drink my Jamoka - dirt and all

waiting on a no doubt expensive call

oh as soon as I mend up, I'll crush

waiting on word of the next Gold Rush

What we cannot eat and cannot burn

Lord but it seems to make the world turn

For once damn it I'll win the marathon

When I hear the next gold rush is on

I read you wax sadly angry

about history's arc

I can't argue

these days the contrast is stark

but when my hands overflow I'll pay

it forth

what else could this rush possibly be worth

what

2.4862 : 8/25/18 : Anger

It's the anger

it's the lack of sleep

it's the bad old days

that cut me deep

it's the vices

it's the worm

it's the restless grasping

if that's really the term

believe believe

that things can change

not just deck chairs

to rearrange

maybe even

turn the great ship round

about the only thing

that keeps me seeking

the big sound

what

2.4843 : 8/6/18 : A Raptor

What did I see today

the commute track

the box

the thoughts

revealed

would land me in the stocks

a raptor stuck

or crashed

or strangely standing

at a fence

called upon to justify

I would have

no defense

I better

open up my eyes

I better

harry out the lies

I better

get this angry

mind in check

as time is getting

thin as heck

what

2.4829 : 7/23/18 : Not Deep

Turn down

the anger

get more

sleep

eat better

move more

it's not deep

Would all things

fall into place

Would you see

there on my face

oh far off friend

that joy at last

seen in your dream

crazy years past

not smart not deep

but from the heart

would that be how

the next would start

what

2.4806 : 6/30/18 : Angry Candy

No more angry candy

from your loving cup

dumbass think-o-sphere

does its old tear it up

back in that library

that lives now in my dreams

death and love and loss

and memory, all such themes

Did I ever write that letter?

can't really recall

started it I'm sure

sure it doesn't matter at all

what now? you guessed nothing

or so I seem to think

but I hope for everything

from crazy soup to kitchen sink

what

2.4608 : 12/14/17 : Thought Word

I need to break the

pattern

so bad

the world's gone

mean-angry

hateful

and mad

oh how to be

that change

we need

failing such in

thought word

and deed

what

2.4503 : 8/31/17 : Fooled Again

Fooled again

by the big charade

Seems unlikely

I'll ever have it made

and getting angry

in a useless way

lost the narrative

and so what's to say

that's been restated

too many times to count

and taken altogether

to what does it amount

it isn't all it is

and thanks for that

but dear Lord

I'm ready for a new hat

what

2.4402: 5/22/17 : Lunatic

Lurk to catch the worm turn

Going to chase its tail

tried a thousand days

five times

over and again I fail

I cannot lose the scent

of this worm that makes me sick

with angry thoughts

inside laughing words

oh my such a lunatic

oh for once

have the hours to set me right

delve to the pure ore

and see my hands flow

with the bright

what

2.4063 : 6/17/16 : Nuts

Is it will or just

nuts lacking

it's an angry world

and all the yutzes

packing

do you get up

wave a sign

protest

hope to God you don't

run up into some

bro fest

how bad do the

fools

outnumber the wise

and oh God

what's the next

black

surprise

what

2.4055 : 6/9/16 : Heat

Heat come early

literal and otherwise

I'll sweat it no doubt

blinded in all my eyes

making mistakes

Sliding not striding

try hell where's trying

Where's the thing hiding

the secret strength

Called it the battery

all I see is all head

and a madder see

rising angry to smite

say no to that fear

and all endless night

what

2.3908 : 1/14/16 : Hype Spiel

Lost the thread of the hype spiel

It was too bad: it had a nice feel

Now I'm just frank on a pissed-off tip

but I'm sick and tired so I won't

Let it rip

Missed the connection - had to double up

More chance to get angry with the Trouble Cup

It's an old story now

about someone long gone

someone who had his own song

what

2.3475 : 11/7/14 : The Great Wheel (Endless Axis 208/500)

Something is beginning, again

This angry doubt a devil's hand

trying to steal my pen

Oh how have I forgotten so much

how to move with you

turned within and out of touch

now that I reject

the deck the arcana

no choice but faith

but without the mana

Was it before or after

the party, the line changed

to if you don't work you don't eat?

If I could only find

the light, the easy yoke

if I could be resigned

just another spoke

the great wheel

used to believe in its sweep

but then I thought in the end I'd get a good seat

It isn't this it started a while ago

not exactly asleep

and for sure I didn't know

If you forgot you just have to relearn

at least the lesson isn't

complicated: turn turn turn

what

2.3363 : 7/18/14 : Little Bees (Endless Axis 96/500)

All that what

sounds like angry buzzing

is just little bees

they come to pollinate

they aim to please

and what

beautiful flowers will grow

It's hard to see it now

but just so you know

what

2.3349 : 7/4/14 : The Verge (Endless Axis 82/500 - Nest 2:2/11)

Divided and falling

it looked like to me

can you find a bright side there

hmm wait and let me see

we could be on the verge

of learning we must depend

on one another every day

and right on through the end

divided and angry

divided and fall or reproach

maybe the teacher's on her way

incognito, flying coach

come heal our division

reveal common ground

today I'll believe in it

don't let it get around

what

2.3347 : 7/2/14 : The Battlefield (Endless Axis 80/500)

Life is a battle

death is a journey

the way that I see it

I'm no rules attorney

Everyone got angry

shook a fist

when I said he won his battle

escaped into the mist

fearing death

is a superstition

getting off the battlefield's

a holy mission

it does not require death

but you must accept it

that was my secret

until now I kept it

what

2.3224 : 3/1/14 : Five Flavors

Five flavors

on your emotional tongue

I'm sure you're familiar

with this or that one

Fear anger

joy and disgust

you maybe heard there was no other

but believe you must

can you name my

favorite number five

it'll haunt you

every day you're alive

I know it will

but will not whisper a word

but give me a wink

So I'll know you heard

what