Showing posts with label heart. Show all posts
Showing posts with label heart. Show all posts

Thursday, October 08, 2026

2.5270: 10/7/19 : How Long

How far have I come
well how long has it been
not all up and down
not all sweat and tin
stop trying to keep score
stop seeing a race
drill down on the core
beating heart strong in space
like a jewel on a line
monofilament mount
one at every crossing
hanging jewels beyond count
each one a pure heart
I have only to pluck
when it's been so long twice
I'll no longer be stuck

what

Tuesday, September 29, 2026

2.5262 : 9/29/19 : Real Science (The Experiment: 97/100)

In real science
the data run is just the start
this is no science
I'd had to debate
it's even art
a protracted
growl of protest
I didn't get the
crown I wanted
and it hurts
down in my chest
You could call me
heartsick
I get afraid it's
not an idle phrase
and these eye teeth
are far too long
to gloss it as
a passing phase

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Thursday, September 24, 2026

2.5257 : 9/24/19 : Something Like (The Experiment: 92/100)

Put away more
and still more
try to figure out
What anything's for
something like a sieve
something like a still
anything sweet left to
temper this bitter pill
is the goal to be content
or angry enough to leap
could I turn it around
with a little more sleep
I read our hearts are
made to endure
chasing down the long game
has a certain allure
by the end of this run
to have something like a plan
to get me somewhere
though I'm surely and also-ran

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Monday, August 31, 2026

2.5231 : 8/29/19 : Gift (The Experiment: 66/100)

Up early
and tossing at night
want to rush
but I'm cautious
got to get it right
the perfect offering
to You I would uplift
just as soon
as I discover
my gift
maybe you struggle
as others say
so hard to choose for me
hey it's okay
but I sure wish
you'd quell the
pining in my heart
and if there's anything
more
I sure wish
it would start

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Friday, August 21, 2026

2.5223 : 8/21/19 : Favorites (The Experiment: 58/100)

What are your favorites?
Wrestle with that one
The old desert island
just a little fun
can you extend it
The pattern underneath
Some key just fit
get the medicine past your teeth
cure for the ailing heart
trapped between dwell and dare
assurance of the goal
food for the journey there

what

Sunday, August 09, 2026

2.5211 : 8/9/19 : Something Nice (The Experiment: 46/100)

If I can't say something
nice
how does that
go again?
do I make
something up
think they'll
notice when
I go quiet
never knowing when to start
or was that
where to start
Sure, be still
my heart

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Friday, July 03, 2026

2.5174 : 7/3/19 : Pattern (The Experiment: 9/100)

The pattern long established there
how swiftly could it change
Trying to bind the other tracks
adapt and rearrange
unknowing if the shift it marks
could truly move the dial
The dirty secret of it all
just time to waste and while
I told the pattern chanced upon
may we fix things at the start
but all that stands in every way
know too well in my heart
and in the endless chatter of
this dialog of days
could ever a result true yield
and so the pattern frays

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Tuesday, May 19, 2026

2.5128 : 5/18/19 : Lead Inevitably

These efforts to mark
the turning point
lead inevitably
to failing
Until you reach
the breach
You cannot plan
your assailing
this night for sure
is a tale to be told
but I've not heart now for telling
call it a tree
in some forest remote
a silence uninhabited
is felling

what

Tuesday, May 12, 2026

2.5122 : 5/12/19 : Passion Project

Passion project
revisit the old
raise it up a level
If I may be so bold
I couldn't want your brief
like I could ever hack it
but to have the access
if anyone would back it
and what would be
the project of my heart
back to the science at last
or the masks, second part?
or finally make that trip
the island of the coast
seems like I still don't know
what suits my passion most

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Friday, December 05, 2025

2.4964: 12/5/18 : Satire

Not a bit of trouble
in my heart over the satire
sticks and stones
you know my heart
and its strange fire
say what you will I'm
bored with the debate
but wait to hear
a single word that
will inspire

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Friday, November 21, 2025

2.4947 : 11/18/18 : Say Nothing

Getting that say nothing urge
befitting a say nothing dirge
take down the old graffiti
oh be still your heart so bleedy
be no protest be no cry
a few might notice by and by
like back in ancient days
shut up in class professor says
is anything amiss with you
I bluffed it then I will now too
stomach's sour, no heart ease
So I'll say nothing if you please

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Thursday, October 02, 2025

2.4900 : 10/2/18 : Pedant's Theory

Pedant's theory
of course
the countdown
doesn't start
at the nones
but at the ones
maybe I'll transform
overnight
so take heart

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Monday, September 01, 2025

2.4869 : 9/1/18 : Shawshank

Want to bust out of this habit
like Shawshank prison
Warden's not answering me
maybe get somewhere with his son
Oh how will this one
be different than most
Remember care thanks
heart ideas time toast
So here's to all my other
last hurrahs
here's to booking right past
any thought might give me pause
add up the numbers
and call it a day
and day will come and
with the sun a hopeful ray

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Sunday, July 27, 2025

2.4833 : 7/27/18 : 3 Yr. Grind

I thought to plot
the three year grind
different this time
some shift in my mind
poke my head up
when I'm pushing fifty
ain't time's relentless
nature just nifty
one plan for the body
one plan for the call
one plan on earthly power
who else wants to have it all?
one plan for nature's sphere
dear to my heart
and the big one for the great axis
spirit song glory art

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Thursday, July 24, 2025

2.4829 : 7/23/18 : Not Deep

Turn down
the anger
get more
sleep
eat better
move more
it's not deep
Would all things
fall into place
Would you see
there on my face
oh far off friend
that joy at last
seen in your dream
crazy years past
not smart not deep
but from the heart
would that be how
the next would start

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Saturday, June 21, 2025

2.4796 : 6/20/18 : Write Good

Write good, I guess
I must obey
take every literal
word you say
picking favorites
it's a deep pool fair
or maybe just wide and shallow
hard to tell hout there
in my heart I fear
I'm in the heads down pack
evil runs around again
and I am seeking slack
yet get well bucked
every time I hit the box
If I could only harness
shift it all
in my own stocks

what

Monday, June 16, 2025

2.4792 : 6/16/18 : Dissolved

Smuggle an apple through
the gates of lost time
next up my day so called
so what's on my dime
come strike a blow
against the darkness of the heart
They'll never know
whence came the signal
for the start
paid out in pieces
hammered out the silver strand
I looked behind and
saw no fooprints in the sand
those were the times
before and after
He pulled a straight face
then we both
dissolved in laughter

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Tuesday, May 13, 2025

2.4757 : 5/12/18 : Bearing

Can I relate
to the crushed
ball bearing
can't you read what I wrote
on the cuff I'm wearing
shot from the sleeve
where I'm wearing my heart
and so crazed I almost
think I'm ready to start

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Saturday, May 10, 2025

2.4755 : 5/10/18 : Go On About

Far from every
grinding impulse
heart brooding
and drums a grim pulse
and the last thing
I want to go on about
Better just screw down this mood
before it turns a rout

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Monday, April 14, 2025

2.4729 : 4/14/18 : Old Trismegistus

Always winter
never Christmas
is this dark spring going to be
the end of old Trismegistus
I'm heavy on fed up
and weak on lore
and my foresight's all fouled
no idea what's in store
the view from the radar
is totally whack
and the digging out
is like to give me a heart attack

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