Wednesday, February 09, 2022

2.3568 : 2/8/15 : Zoom (Endless Axis 301/500)

Zoom in focus enhance
give me the magic
this could be my last dance
with the spin
the data
the rush the mélange 
endless obstacles
I faced so staunch
all feeling samewise
all hurdles and woe
get a finger on a new thing
and away I'll go
Zoom into the future
the new optimism
by some other name
through some brilliant new prism

what

Monday, February 07, 2022

2.3567 : 2/7/15 : Zero Sum (Endless Axis 300/500)

Call every course
that's clear
we can escape
We can get out of here
It's no zero
sum game
for a hero
who's worth the name
place in my hand
a gem of great price
call my broker
isn't that nice
I'll put it to serve
a higher good
I'll do it honest
I'm no hood
I'll do it open
no dark lantern schtick
pay heed or no
you will all
feel the kick

what

Sunday, February 06, 2022

2.3566 : 2/6/15 : 1 & 11 (Endless Axis 299/500)

One and eleven
til the flash change
how you like all my numbers
do I seem strange
what I'm holding in my hand
you do not want to see
So you better back up
If you dare face me
they say I gotta punch up
but I'm peerless so
I just gave up punching
now I'm fearless, yo
I'll be standing on my soapbox
at one and eleven
shouting everybody duck
here comes heaven

what

Saturday, February 05, 2022

2.3565 : 2/5/15 : Not Positive (Endless Axis 298/500)

What rune scribed
could correct or reverse
or instruct or illuminate
or lift the rumored curse
That's not positive
your numbers game is cracked
hell pile it by the door
where all the other failure's stacked
I want a little bling bling
Want to take a trip
Want to know my secret?
Never quit and never skip
that might be my only
ray of sunshine this small hour
stand in the light with me
and we will speak of this power

what

Friday, February 04, 2022

2.3564 : 2/4/15 : Discipline (Endless Axis 297/500)

Teach me discipline
or teach me a discipline
You owe me a teacher
I've been so long ready to begin
Once a disciple
now lost, forlorn
Terrified I was on the 
wrong side when the veil was torn
Possessed of this treasure
what wouldn't I do
go forth and get my hands around
a dream or two
Stick my neck out
no more the cautious terrapin
Oh if I only
had a little discipline

what

Thursday, February 03, 2022

2.3563 : 2/3/15 : Bacon (Endless Axis 296/500)

Is this the hammer
will this grindstone
save my bacon
to hell with all of it
I'm dying cannot
put the brake on
Let me spill into
a black and trackless
void of sleep
behold the next slip
and the riddle
there, exquisite, deep


what

Wednesday, February 02, 2022

2.3562 : 2/2/15 : Next to Nothing (Endless Axis 295/500)

I said in a minute I'm
doing everything right
from now on forever
starting this very night
So hey right now why
not get next to nothing
right even a bit
hah and you think I'm bluffing

what

Tuesday, February 01, 2022

2.3561 : 2/1/15 : Unrevealed and Yet Invasive (Endless Axis 294/500)

The unrevealed and yet
invasive Lord
and hope unwanted's
a thousand edge sword
I get cut up
any which way I turn
I should shut up
however thoughts may churn
It's been a while
hello Mr. Dim
I swore on a stack of mothers
I never knew him
but that invasive master
invisible hysterical
I should shut up
hell that would be a miracle

what

Monday, January 31, 2022

2.3560 : 1/31/15 : Hundred Weight (Endless Axis 293/500)

I load my pockets
by the hundred weight
proof against such moments
so don't hesitate
I bet the family jewels
On caverns vast
And how the present
spins the future into past

what

Sunday, January 30, 2022

2.3559 : 1/30/15 : Typing Test (Endless Axis 292/500)

Called upon
the typing test
better I guess than an
exploding vest
glance in a mirror
am I the change I'm looking for
get in on this disenchanted
world on the ground floor
I stopped calling out
turned my face
I can't be killed
though I will be replaced
as this flight grinds
to existential arrest
and I go down consigned
to take the typing test

what

2.3558 : 1/29/15 : Course (Endless Axis 291/500)

Just now I need to shut up
and change course:
I need to drink a river
need to eat a horse
I need fire and spirits
in equal portions
a bracer for the shock
and the end of all distortions

what

Friday, January 28, 2022

2.3557 : 1/28/15 : Visionary, Translator (Endless Axis 290/500)

Visionary, translator
stationary
plan hater
gotta drift
mull
flow
I'll spin you when I
Bang
go
Parabolic concentrator
Wide net
fire hose later
Open plan
Open heart
Soon ten years since
I hit start

what

Thursday, January 27, 2022

2.3556 : 1/27/15 : 5 Vie (Endless Axis 289/500)

5 vie for frame space
in my mind
Science and Transcendence
And oh how they twine
Ecology and Justice
oh grasping for what's true
and a fifth I cannot name
but I know it's You
I had a dream
awake in light
in a sound of pounding surf
that I cooked up one night
As I felt the five
Grasp and tug and pull
it seems old nameless must win out
but until then my dance card's full

what

Wednesday, January 26, 2022

2.3555 : 1/26/15 : 24 1 Down (Endless Axis 288/500)

24, 1 down
I professed and promised
Knowing I'm a clown
Playing this pantomime
I was never up to do the time
but I did it anyway
and never really stopped
Or questioned that play
soon 2, 3 4 5
Everyone will pass blankly
I suppose I'll wind up still alive
but I'll pretend it's not a trick
I'll land this one and make it stick
and ride it home on a rail
no more excuses
no more chasing my tail

what

Tuesday, January 25, 2022

2.3554 : 1/25/15 : Pine (Endless Axis 287/500)

Rushing through a lot
Someday you fear
you'll pine to savor
every rough spot
It doesn't seem nice
and it doesn't seem good
and who the hell are you
to tell me what I should?
And still that
doesn't get me anywhere
I'd love a new routine
or just to sit and blindly stare
but all I've got's this sighing
heaving up forever trying

Monday, January 24, 2022

2.3553 : 1/24/15 : Condensate (Endless Axis 286/500)

Stab blind again now
trying to pin the condensate
have I got anything
besides I hope it's not too late
do I believe in the meaning still
as much as in the bitter pill
and if I have to climb this hill
I'll take you all with me I will
Somebody smarter than me
has already tried and failed
and catastrophes come thick
however I might rant and rail
Well here's your little ray of sun
another few is all I'm done
I could be you or anyone
You: have a little crazy fun

what

Sunday, January 23, 2022

2.3552 : 1/23/15 : Thread Back (Endless Axis 285/500)

Gotta get up up
pulled that thread back hard
heedless of what unravels
or what it might foment for a bard
lurking in this reproachful tower
dreaming about the manifesto
trying to figure out what's that's opposite
trying to spring the trick hey presto
deliver unto me a vision
Oh I don't believe in any of that smack
it's just a way of telling stories
at least until the thread snaps back

what

Saturday, January 22, 2022

2.3551 : 1/22/15 : No Runner (Endless Axis 284/500)

Slow off the mark
and no runner
Never had much luck
except as a gunner
in a war of worlds
back in the tower days
despite it if I could
I wouldn't relive that haze
So what now
nothing but up and out
over the sandbags
fake this savage shout
Until I get picked off
or break through
I spun a lot of tales
but I can't fake you

what

Friday, January 21, 2022

2.3550 : 1/21/15 : Puzzle (Endless Axis 283/500)

Is this a puzzle
or just a mess
I'd get on top of it
but I got so much stress
Will it yield to me
if I sleep on it tonight
wake me with the answer
steady creep from dim to light

what

Thursday, January 20, 2022

2.3549 : 1/20/15 : It Makes You Think (Endless Axis 282/500)

It makes you think
about how the time always
keeps slipping
I read a joint about it
Called count the clock
that shit was gripping
wish we could go back
Knowing what we know
It's just impossible
It makes you think
could it be everything's saved
could be all loss is bull
but is the bad saved too
the agony eternal
ever hanging there
it makes me think
it's typical: no
easy answers anywhere

what

Wednesday, January 19, 2022

2.3548 : 1/19/15 : Battery (Endless Axis 281/500)

Does the battery have enough
charge in in it?
You'd think so it's sure
enough large i'n'it?
What's left that's
penny for a pound these days?
how will I live with it
If my sound dismays?
I pulled the poison plug
jeez 15 years
just have to dodge the random squirts
the imp aims at my ears
started to charge the battery
and now I'm at my peak
and I'll power up your crazy bike
'Cause you're my kind of freak

what

Tuesday, January 18, 2022

2.3547 : 1/18/15 : Idea Men (Endless Axis 280/500)

Heaven help me and preserve me
from the idea men
a thousand curses on the fools
who live by the damn pen
my left hand in a bloody box
to the one who can sell me release
cast me into trackless sleep
and bid every idea to cease

what

Monday, January 17, 2022

2.3546 : 1/17/15 : TALL (Endless Axis 279/500)

It's a Right
to turn aside
the storybook mentality
all's well, ever
it's a ride
the black and white duality
but things go on
and things occur
it seems you must make
Something of it all
If you somehow didn't
Still be a story sure
and real and made up
seem equally tall

what

2.3545 : 1/16/15 : Retread (Endless Axis 278/500)

Can I just retread
something already said
oh good shall be saved
and every trial braved
the moment it will come
I'll come in proud welcome
retread that line one more day
a dream but hey that's okay

what

Saturday, January 15, 2022

2.3544 : 1/15/15 : Target (Endless Axis 277/500)

My invisible target
my highest point ambition
backed into the same corner
try to squeeze past the attrition
with these tricks of lists and schedules
with this magic charm
with so little firm to go on
but be kind and do less harm
I'm up to my neck in it
these worldly ends and means
I'm down here with the plebeians
we're packed in like sardines
and would I wish to swim upstream
oh would I wish to rise
risk getting eaten by a
bigger fish sure no surprise
but my target looms over
Still enticing, lost, unseen
But if I'm to stop shooting blindly
I'm going to need a new routine

what

Friday, January 14, 2022

2.3543 : 1/14/15 : The Chaos Script (Endless Axis 276/500)

I try to tap the leisure well
but all I get's the chaos script
try again try again try again
or so the motivation robots quipped
If I only had a hero's heart
I would just toss it all and write the book
but I want a sure thing or at least some insurance
So I keep searching searching for that hook

what

Thursday, January 13, 2022

2.3542 : 1/13/15 : Wondering (Endless Axis 275/500)

Still wondering
what time's made of
and who makes it
Still wondering
what works this thirst up
What slakes it
will I stop wondering
or breathing first
Will time ever
dull this thirst?

what

Wednesday, January 12, 2022

2.3541 : 1/12/15 : Pithed (Endless Axis 274/500)

After the ice-pick cold
pithed my skull
the leeches drew their blood
and sent me reeling out
for belly full
And pretty soon
got the pick again
it's a miracle
I can still count to ten
and what's the point
of these mundane tales
What's the point of anything
that won't drive sales
I used to think I had
all that jack dicked
but the pings and yarrows
just picked and picked and picked

what

Tuesday, January 11, 2022

2.3540 : 1/11/15 : Voices (Endless Axis 273/500)

I don't hear voices
no it's more like a hum
lean in and I'll murmur
where I reckon it's from
this kid I know showed me
two mirrors opposed
and the illusion thus composed
two kids
two tin cans
ten billion strings
why in the hell
am I still counting things
wanna get up up
I deny myself my favorite leaf
and the new one I turned over
was bitter
and gave no relief
Soon the black tide
will roll over
you'll laugh but that's my
bright side
I add that one to the
book of searches
and give thanks to my
thick hide
let me lose the marks and reminders
let me find work
and affix the blinders
and let the not-voices
drone and roar
and let me want
for nothing more

what

2.3539 : 1/10/15 : Hand In It (Endless Axis 272/500)

Betrayal and abandonment
make a good tale
Where's your hand in it
Nowhere in these pages
these passages
Guess I got fed up
Guess I said what gives
I made a little noise
I don't suppose you noticed
I guess I'd a been better off
dwelling on the lotus
or the holy writs
or the stars or yarrow stalks
a nasty little voice says
better listen how the money talks

what

Sunday, January 09, 2022

2.3538 : 1/9/15 : Riposte (Endless Axis 271/500)

Every vicious riposte
then what I flashed:
the most
savory return of all
hells yeah
the ball

what

Saturday, January 08, 2022

2.3537 : 1/8/15 : Volleys (Endless Axis 270/500)

Get lost among the volleys
So many arrows
I dreamed God took a nap
So I had to count the sparrows
as they flew under the shadows
of ten thousand spinning shafts
and I spun my wheels in shallow surf
ignoring my first drafts
can we not call a truce
I get shouted out from all sides
and I should get this act together
Comes more marches, comes more ides
but I'll end up a pincushion
I go out without a shield
and I still can't seem to stomach
Choosing which weapon to wield

what

Friday, January 07, 2022

2.3536 : 1/7/15 : Drop a Dime (Endless Axis 269/500)

Drop a dime
a penny in this cup
I swear to God
I'm going to quit
and give it up
then I don't
then I don't
then I don't once more
and heaven help me
what the hell's in store
the killer cowards
still running amok
still struggling with the
bottom line and feeling stuck
Still get a glimpse of
majesty
through clouds that briefly part
still not quite halfway there
but
it's more now than a start

what

Thursday, January 06, 2022

2.3535 : 1/6/15 : All Along (Endless Axis 268/500)

And just like that
I see: all the wrong reasons
and can't recall the right ones
and thinking of the seasons
all gone oh so
Long long ago
then I remember
and it's still
what it was about all along

what

Wednesday, January 05, 2022

2.3534 : 1/5/15 : Salton Sea (Endless Axis 267/500)

Dreaming real in a
standard fugue
living on the Salton Sea
burning Partagas
only the desert's free
Don't think about 
beating the odds
outlive the good ones
Stuck with the pods
Expire only half old
On the Salton Sea
build parks for kids
Plant a palm tree

what

Tuesday, January 04, 2022

2.3533 : 1/4/15 : Previously (Endless Axis 266/500)

Back to the square
previously named
well aware of by whom
I got gamed
best at this point
to keep it zipped
someday hard to believe
but this too got shipped

what

Monday, January 03, 2022

2.3532 : 1/3/15 : The Bottom Line (Endless Axis 265/500)

Could I call this progress
the bottom line's not shifting
Should I write the manifesto
could I straight resort to grifting
try to dowse what's in my nature
savage brevity no edits
Someday I'll tip you to the answers
buried in the final credits

what

Sunday, January 02, 2022

2.3531 : 1/2/15 : Even So (Endless Axis 264/500)

Why did I sign up for this
valleys and hills
Why are things run by these
hustlers and shills
What will the future bring
do I want to know
hardly caught up again
but I'll keep my resolution even so

what

Friday, December 31, 2021

2.3530 : 1/1/15 : Killing It (Endless Axis 263/500)

Not sure about
the precedent
Still dodged
the gloomiest revenant
and tried
and learned a little bit
too late
and not exactly killing it
but but
oh hey drop that refrain
for up and up
and I'll be back again

what

2.3529 : 12/31/14 : Stakes (Endless Axis 262/500)


OK well
figure out what's at stake
better deliver
because the new alternative
Sure feels like a fake
that leaves me craving
the old real taste
that leaves me hating
this old postwar paste

what

Thursday, December 30, 2021

2.3528 : 12/30/14 : Bar (Endless Axis 261/500)

Never fall in love
with a bar as it drops lower
One day I will prove
I am a doer
not a shower
And I'll prove myself
worthy in the small things
ring that bell
and earn my wings

what

Wednesday, December 29, 2021

2.3527 : 12/29/14 : Sacrifice (Endless Axis 260/500)

Is all fear of time
fear of regret
is all fear that
this is all we get
remembered joy
it comes with a price
and there is no true life
without sacrifice

what

Tuesday, December 28, 2021

2.3526 : 12/28/14 : Thick (Endless Axis 259/500)

This pea soup
is thick getting thicker
I could go on and on
but I'd rather be quicker
rather call
the whole thing a wrap
Sounds worse than I mean
but anyway tip my cap

what

Monday, December 27, 2021

2.3525 : 12/27/14 : Luxo (Endless Axis 258/500)

Throw down
the ascetic act
I'm coming on
with the luxo pact
no apologies
because it ain't like that
I just really like the look
of a monocle
and top hat
I heard a thing about the lizard gang
some have to spoil
well some have to bang
Well I'm above it
I'm just so refined
the punters say it's looking
like a crash but never mind

what

Sunday, December 26, 2021

2.3524 : 12/26/14 : Double Y (Endless Axis 257/500)

Tear up plans
a through double y
don't need to scrap
or beg when I'm such a cool guy
from now on first class
goodbye to inner conflict
Sure I deserve the very best
this late stage mayhem can inflict
Because plan double z
is gonna open eyes wide around every block
because I got a dirty need
to make everybody feel my culture shock
because plan double y was to live not to die
long enough for the fire to burn
well past the point of control or return

what

Saturday, December 25, 2021

2.3523 : 12/25/14 : Adamant (Endless Axis 256/500)

I can only
throw up barriers
they all seem
to get crossed
struggle to believe
I've rolled with
every trash hand
I've been tossed
Sure I'll muddle through
end up somewhere
only adamant
conclusion
Come what may
won't cease to care

what

Friday, December 24, 2021

2.3522 : 12/2414 : Peace on Earth (Endless Axis 255/500)

There is no peace on earth
I said
And then what came:
was silence, dead
And what will launch my
odyssey
A fat book
of theodicy
then couldn't scrape up
another line
eyes only for
the deep incline
and hold my breath
till down is up
now give me peace
or dash this cup

what

Thursday, December 23, 2021

2.3521 : 12/23/14 : The Piece on Earth (Endless Axis 254/500)

Treasure ten
this cloudy shard
the piece on earth
why's it so hard
to get along
to make
common ground
the piece on earth
once lost
now found
we dream of other
parts it fits
We suffer visions
how it all went splits
What happens
when I hold it thus
close my eyes
now this thing gets serious

what

Wednesday, December 22, 2021

2.3520 : 12/22/14 : Of Necessity (Endless Axis 253/500)

I take a
strong dose of necessity
Wish I would get
what you're trying to get
through to me
The only one thing
clear
I've got to work it right out
down here
Grant me to shake off
and I swear I will break off
This dim long plunge
into complexity

what

Tuesday, December 21, 2021

2.3519 : 12/21/14 : Sauce (Endless Axis 252/500)

Been cooking 24 years
have I been gathering moss
right up until today
I forgot all about the sauce
Oh my so rich
oh gift of the stew
not a person alive
I'd share it with but you
I'll visit the stone
Some time this year
can't doubt all I say
the sauce well it isn't here

what

Monday, December 20, 2021

2.3518 : 12/20/14 : The Greater Peace (Endless Axis 251/500)

Wouldn't that be just the thing
but refuse it
grasp the notion
fling
the very thought
or chance of it away
And now in a little silent
place I pray
Grant to me the greater peace
in this season
Gift, release
Uplift and hold me
carry me through
till I'm ready to listen to you

what

Sunday, December 19, 2021

2.3517 : 12/19/14 : Hold This Fire (Endless Axis 250/500)

I blew a hundred shots
to feed your complacency
look at you all
Sleeping and it's plain to see
from me you're not expecting much
Well if I ever had the golden touch
I sure don't have it now
Someone mutter mediocrity
Almost feel sorry
in our awesome meritocracy
No need to waste time
wondering why I'm smiling
no need to sidetrack
or look at what I'm piling
up around your feet
or how I'm spiking every beat
or when I came to
hold this fire in my hand
What's that noise
relax
it's only shifting sand

what

2.3516 : 12/18/14 : Bad Atlas (Endless Axis 249/500)

The only way to break out
if it's only for a day
And laughing as nobody
hears a single thing I say
I've been letting down the axis
a bad Atlas shrugging off his load
after all it was just a nice thought
and such things will erode
maybe we're standing on
the shoulders of the weak and small
maybe the giants are
the ones who need us groundlings most of all
and none of them will matter much
if we run it all aground
so I will learn a cheerful tune
to whistle while I'm dropping every sound

what

2.3515 : 12/17/14 : Trivial (Endless Axis 248/500)

World's being heavy on me
I'd rather be trivial
You say it's privilege
true that but I'm convivial
I'll come out swinging
if I can just pull myself upright
and end this self-destruction
this long this trackless night

what

2.3514 : 12/16/14 : Turning (Endless Axis 247/500)

Here turning turn turn
Whose heart through worming
burn burn
turn away
turn back
another day
another dollar stack
Here I stake it
rap rap
Admit I used to fake it
but now I'll tap
a vein of sap
I laid damn deep
and whatever went before
You may keep

what

Wednesday, December 15, 2021

2.3513 : 12/15/14 : Join Them (Endless Axis 246/500)

The million mes
Billions? Maybe
some degree
of infinity
and the fractures
have been cracking me up
the fighting
regrets
and I'm no young pup
I'm not beaten
but anyway
got to join them
and brilliant
new sayings
we'll coin them

what

Tuesday, December 14, 2021

2.3512 : 12/14/14 : Beaten (Endless Axis 245/500)

Feelin 'em
beaten them
odds but
likely illusion
and other kinds
out worshiping their
gods in
all their profusion
My secret plan
was to
reproduce old destiny
probably a dream
but once did seem
it was a moment
drew the best in me

what

Monday, December 13, 2021

2.3511 : 12/13/14 : Deuce (Endless Axis 244/500)

Same and same and
no excuse
forget already
really what the deuce
And a little bit of
delineation
a little bit
you call that creation
I already wrote
about every leaf
they're all old leaves now
and how time's still a thief

what

Sunday, December 12, 2021

2.3510 : 12/12/14 : Effortless (Endless Axis 243/500)

If I opt again
for the effortless
sometimes it works out
how is just a guess
deep in my gold heart
suspect mine is really all
where my axeman at
where my axeman at
forget it
do not call
right now want a flash
revelation
effortless
right now I want a partisan
right now I want a yes

what

2.3509 : 12/11/14 : Possible (Endless Axis 242/500)

Maybe I'm afraid to
figure out what's possible
Maybe I'm afraid that
I already run that bell
What the hell now, oh man
down this rabbit hole again
at least not this at least not that one
step back hon I'm going in

what

Friday, December 10, 2021

2.3508 : 12/10/14 : Wind and Light (Endless Axis 241/500)

Could we make something
of wind and light
Find a way to make peace
never more to fight
I should say oh yes
So what's the delay for
Oh just one more famine
just one little war
I thought I set out to shout
Up at beauty's high window
tied up in sunlight
racing like the wind blow
oh one more revolution
putting different thugs in charge
one more false economy
small eaten by the large
Maybe I turn my back
today on the whole affair
If I know nature
I'll still find beauty everywhere
light and wind
on the waters and shimmer
to hell with your rhetoric
make do with a trace and glimmer

what

Thursday, December 09, 2021

2.3507 : 12/09/14 : With the Thumbs (Endless Axis 240/500)

This interesting class
is suspended but not cancelled
Random Walk University
trying not to get Greteled and Hanseled
I mean left out in the woods
I mean trying to track with crumbs
I mean set up for the oven
Look at this guy with the thumbs
tried to string me up by them
but I would not drop the class
As I'm bound to learn
to be the master
if you'll please forgive
my being crass

what

Wednesday, December 08, 2021

2.3506 : 12/08/14 : Vessel (Endless Axis 239/500)

So drink the liquor
So drink the tea
behold the vessel
and from want be free
enough and water
enough and broth
hey new horizon
all cut from whole cloth
deliver nine treasures
appears a stoneware cup
thought provides content
magic fills it up
heck could call it silicone
gasoline
another irony
of the post-machine

what

Tuesday, December 07, 2021

2.3505 : 12/07/14 : The Confusion (Endless Axis 238/500)

Hey wait I think I fell for the
illusion, you know they called me
the confusion and I fell for
the old forest just for a tree
now buried deep is any sense
I should get emotional sure
I could conjure up old highs lows
Words meant to insult and inure
If we live these old slaps over
knock my confused head right on back
Did we learn a thing I think not
the illusion shows not a crack
can't make an excuse anymore
of my confusion be it so
acute painful and burdensome
Might seem unfair well ain't it though?

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Monday, December 06, 2021

2.3504 : 12/06/14 : Empty Spaces are the Vessels of Use (Endless Axis 237/500)

Whether winding up
or wrapping up
It's beyond me, this small hour
What I'll lay down to
now I'll rise
dream the plain
the gap
the tower
empty spaces are
the vessels of use
maybe I'm afraid
of what I might turn loose
and yet and still
I see the crisis peak
in the empty pause
before I dare to speak
Something wrapping up
something winding down
and still unsure
Whether to play prince or clown

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Sunday, December 05, 2021

2.3503 : 12/05/14 : Flash Point (Endless Axis 236/500)

Point and flash
point and crash
I never knew
the whole story
half sounded
like balderdash
If there were
any plans
they fell apart
and my
subconscious
needs a real
heart to heart

what

Saturday, December 04, 2021

2.3502 : 12/04/14 : Ground (Endless Axis 235/500)

Got to
get to ground
rather
not make
a sound
better be
quickly done
Call this
the ground
floor one

what

Friday, December 03, 2021

2.3501 : 12/03/14 : Action (Endless Axis 234/500)

Get action words
get to the point
push it forward
go faster
this day inaugurate
anoint
get what plot is
hallelujah
long last
Taste ultimate
freedom
before another
day's past

what

Thursday, December 02, 2021

2.3500 : 12/02/14 : Lost (Endless Axis 233/500)

Find the fear in the impression
nothing's ever lost
true no indiscretion
true no secret cost
the metaphor's a holograph
the whole in every part
you said it looked like paranoia
I said boy don't make me start
in on the lost stuff
you think I don't know
I don't really have it rough
but even so I lost plenty
more to come
You better stop you better give me some
lost the revelation
still here but it's not flashing
anymore it's bargain basement
oh the value's always slashing
because it's minute to minute
and you can't slow down
and rolling through the punchline
is the root of my renown

what

Wednesday, December 01, 2021

2.3499 : 12/01/14 : The Lesson (Endless Axis 232/500)

Consider the lesson
too simple to dismiss
refuse fear
even of being remiss
the solution
When you're grasping
fearing running out
is to embrace now
and dissolve all doubt

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Tuesday, November 30, 2021

2.3498 : 11/30/14 : Farther Lands (Endless Axis 231/500)

I choked out that
son of a bitch metaphor
Didn't have the heart to kill him
but I showed that bum the door
who'd cast a dark spell
that had bound our hands
and killed the dream inside us
to reach the farther lands
everyone scratching mandalas
on their pocket computers
oh hell we picked this
from a thousand million futures
I guess we'll see every green field
turned to drifting sands
before we reignite our passion
for seeing farther lands
but I won't tie my wagon
to this race or age
Whatever dim dull fate
I've got my very own page
And since only such a one
ever knows where he stands
lift your head up and say
you'll join me running for
the farther lands

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Monday, November 29, 2021

2.3497 : 11/29/14 : Crew (Endless Axis 230/500)

And for these goals
that stay obstinately still
And those who it seems they won't
though they say they will
don't let it get me down
be glad for the ones
who break through
Someday a mission
Someday a peace chest
Someday a righteous crew

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Sunday, November 28, 2021

2.3496 : 11/28/14 : Ice Arrives (Endless Axis 229/500)

Ice arrives
I know for sure you mean to cool me
Fooled me twice
So now never forever fool me
anymore
and this ice I mean to beat it
this halting state
I'm no machine I will defeat it
Get out ahead
race the ice's leading edge
So say hello
to my little thin end of the wedge
I mean to dive into
the crack of this dumb earth
So spun to chaos
yet I can't contain my mirth

what

Saturday, November 27, 2021

2.3495 : 11/2714 : Raising Thanks (Endless Axis 228/500)

Pardon me and
forgive my cliché
but must raise thanks
for a beautiful day
for a wonderful world
for a beautiful wife
for my beautiful boy
for a wonderful life
fear kills gratitude
root of all fighting
Don't pardon the war machine
riots inciting
I come hard with peace
unflinching: resolved
raising thanks all the while
while a great day revolved

what

Friday, November 26, 2021

2.3494 : 11/26/14 : The Jewel (Endless Axis 227/500)

Sure the excitement
may precede a crash
here though's the jewel
I pulled outta the trash
Nothing of value can
be ever lost
it's impossible: and it
annihilates cost
no consultation when you're
chained to a radiator
despite transcendence then my
enemy is forever the hater
but one day even they
will be pulled back across
It stings a bit to hear but they don't
get to queer our perfection with loss

what

2.3493 : 11/25/14 : Great (Endless Axis 226/500)

The wicked impulse
comes and goes
You said you couldn't
decide and it shows
Let me list every
thing left too late
no time no time
nah isn't that great

what

2.3492 : 11/24/14 : Clock (Endless Axis 225/500)

Thankful for being
on no clock but my own
just write the check
and leave me well alone
I've had my paychecks
may need a couple more
Come to me my clock
my taxing paramour
damn my distractions
and the axe I fear
give thanks at all times
watch the clock disappear
And I pierce right through
to this all time spree
and as I spool the real dope
I can't hide my glee

what

Tuesday, November 23, 2021

2.3491 : 11/23/14 : Reclamation (Endless Axis 224/500)

Find in true thanks
a passage into
transformation
been writing empty lines
and shooting blanks
but this new foundation
will establish
reclamation

what

Monday, November 22, 2021

2.3490 : 11/22/14 : Tropical (Endless Axis 223/500)

Give me not relevant
give me not topical
Give me crude escape
real cliché
remote and tropical
Give me Deus Ex
Yeah
give me full machina
look at me go
tell me so
ain't we rockin', nah
hah...
It's real quiet here
kid in a
fever bed
dark cold mist out
Strange in here
locked up head
Count a blessing
I guess
a little time to think
then I
forgot the rest


what

Sunday, November 21, 2021

2.3489 : 11/21/14 : Rebel (Endless Axis 222/500)

Something
rebels
all the messages
the point
it's just
a crazy wheel
and this is just
another joint
Oh you
heard that before
we've heard it all
big ho hum
let me paste
a big fake smile
for axis' sake
on all this glum

what

Saturday, November 20, 2021

2.3488 : 11/20/14 : Battalions (Endless Axis 221/500)

And still sending
the troubles in battalions
no ward signs
no magic medallions
What can I say
back to basics
Guess it won't kill me
though the mind
it may play tricks
Got to strategize
marshal this ragged band
turn the next ellipsis
into another ampersand

what

Friday, November 19, 2021

2.3487 : 11/19/14 : Lens (Endless Axis 220/500)

Before I can
count to ten
the whole thing's laid out
as through a
different lens
who can argue
big picture, clear view
who could wonder
Should have guessed it's you

what

Thursday, November 18, 2021

2.3486 : 11/18/14 : Dig In (Endless Axis 219/500)

Was the message
of the dream
to give up or
to dig in
Wake up far
out on the beam
When did this
carnival begin
I don't want to dig in too deep
in this shifting sand
I need a rock I need a rock
I need a clue I need a hand
I don't want to dig too deep
because I want a guarantee
was the message of the dream
there's no such thing
I was lost but now I see
there's no lesson
in the stars
You have to come up
with your here and now
Well if you think
I'm blowing smoke
there's a precedent
I'll allow

what

Wednesday, November 17, 2021

2.3485 : 11/17/14 : The Beast (Endless Axis 218/500)

One way or another
the beast will out
but the way's clouded
So I've got to scout
turned out in darkness
hardly tooled up
hang tight I'll get
another world spooled up
Wake up too early
think I detect the beast stalk
Stay up too late
dirty pictures and cheap talk
I try to fight it
when it's nowhere to be seen
regret the distraction
back to building the machine

what

Tuesday, November 16, 2021

2.3484 : 11/16/14 : Gears (Endless Axis 217/500)

Are the gears spinning
is something getting worked out
Don't want to check in
I guess that I'm all lurked out
It's been too long I guess
since I really did the math
got lost in the magical thinking
lost the plot and took a bath
Are the gears spinning
cooking up another transform
Will I know how to read the output
Will it tell me how to set up
will I start out on the right foot

what

Monday, November 15, 2021

2.3483 : 11/15/14 : Institution (Endless Axis 216/500)

I strike a blow at the heart
of all fear and discord
I'd say it was a good week
and deserving of a good word
Show me the rhythm of
the next great revolution
show me the foundation of
a persistent institution
Give me a sign anyway
that the time's right to raise the shout
I just want to start a quiet movement
to form a mob and throw all the bums out
Found this institution for
a modest goal, say 500 years
hope this sick society is ready
When the fog lifts, and the teacher appears

what

Sunday, November 14, 2021

2.3482 : 11/14/14 : Crowns (Endless Axis 215/500)

Sure I'm mistaking
moons for fingers
Kings for crowns
and songs for singers
would you believe
I'm all about the bright side
have to call it a good week
well despite the slight slide
will there always be despite
will it never shine clear
resign myself to fate
maybe somewhere, not here
still throw over
all second guessing
get out of all mad quick
and trust somewhere's a blessing

what

Saturday, November 13, 2021

2.3481 : 11/13/14 : Falter (Endless Axis 214/500)

The falter and the false step
by now must have a bad rep
but the recovery is all
Don't call it a fall
The bastard and the bad breaks
I'm kicking I've got the shakes
they called it a bad habit
raze it to dirt and half slab it
to make it really rain witches
don't guess my rhyme save nine pitches
please when the pivot comes don't let me falter
despite it all there's not one thing I'd alter
despite myself I'm filled with hope
mouth full of soap, upslope with enough rope

what

Friday, November 12, 2021

2.3480 : 11/12/14 : Phase 10 (Endless Axis 213/500)

Back to square two
pray I'm not stuck again
'Most 15 years
dreaming about Phase 10
feel stupid, bespoke iconography
believe me
this ain't hagiography
I wish I had a little more time
to sit and think about phase 10
work is better but it's not so shiny
and there's sure a couple
things I wish I could do over again
If I could get back inside
sure it would destroy the mystery
maybe just a fool constrained on all sides
jumping up and down
to insist he's free
But hey we're on square two
Can't deny it's progress
work more relax
chin up complain less
hey that kid, 28
don't cut him up so hard
he got us here in his way
he played his card

what

Thursday, November 11, 2021

2.3479 : 11/11/14 : Replicate (Endless Axis 212/500)

Must replicate
screw it
it's a date
put my money money where
I've been blowing
hot air
Reproduce
the result
add enigma
to insult
I'm not backing off
no sir
So to the pot
I go to stir

what

Wednesday, November 10, 2021

2.3478 : 11/10/14 : Understand (Endless Axis 211/500)

I understand now
and tomorrow will be different
I'm haunting a past of mine
like a back channel revenant
A lot of things won't change
Won't or can't who knows
come hell or heavy weather
I'm knocking down the rest like dominoes
The answers sure aren't in
these old picture trips
but it'll do to burn the last hour
or so before I raise this sunk ship

what

Tuesday, November 09, 2021

2.3477 : 11/9/14 : Harmed (Endless Axis 210/500)

Harmed early in
is there any chance at recovery
oh please be this time
find I'm still on
the voyage of discovery
oh be the end
of denial and regret
and every thing
I couldn't get

what

2.3476 : 11/8/14 : More Art (Endless Axis 209/500)

Many things can happen
the horror and the hope
Pray for more art
and a wider scope
Maybe just need to
relax and dig in
And vow to push hard enough
to fit this peg in
If I made a real vow
What on earth would I unseal
What's highest and holy
or unquestionably real
Open my eyes wide
and ride it without fear
believe believe believe
that way at last will be made clear
what

Sunday, November 07, 2021

2.3475 : 11/7/14 : The Great Wheel (Endless Axis 208/500)

Something is beginning, again
This angry doubt a devil's hand
trying to steal my pen
Oh how have I forgotten so much
how to move with you
turned within and out of touch
now that I reject
the deck the arcana
no choice but faith
but without the mana
Was it before or after
the party, the line changed
to if you don't work you don't eat?
If I could only find
the light, the easy yoke
if I could be resigned
just another spoke
the great wheel
used to believe in its sweep
but then I thought in the end I'd get a good seat
It isn't this it started a while ago
not exactly asleep
and for sure I didn't know
If you forgot you just have to relearn
at least the lesson isn't
complicated: turn turn turn

what

2.3474 : 11/6/14 : Live By My Wits (Endless Axis 207/500)

I need out quick
so what then
trying to live
by my wits and pen
or am I trying really
don't get me started
a hard spell
worn out, downhearted
I've been letting
the axis down
feeling left behind
in a mean town
one light I'm 
giving up the dumb dreams
I'll help you in a minute
but my eyes are full of beams

what

Friday, November 05, 2021

2.3473 : 11/5/14 : AM HERE (Endless Axis 206/500)

The back burner wasn't on
and that pot's stone cold
and I've got a real clear
picture about getting old
still the week is almost young
and the list is long
you think you know what's coming next
I won't tell you that you're wrong
but you are not right and
your scheme didn't work
lottery day's done
and so much for team berserk
I've been a long time coming
and the cost's been dear
but you better make room
because I'm here
I got fire on every station
strange I still got friends
and the strange situation
Is that nothing really ever ends
that was the lesson
of the first big goodbye
and it's true there's little chance
less than half of everything's a lie

what

Thursday, November 04, 2021

2.3472 : 11/4/14 : Electrosurf (Endless Axis 205/500)

I need this
hiss
shuffle
swell swell
spill over
roar
white noise
crush poise
And I start
to chill in the electrosurf
I need to find
my gratitude again
to be here
Somewhere clear
of the shilling
and the astroturf
Where was I
Oh yes
crash roar recede
low thrum
deep hum
then
sifting sharp
and fine indeed

what

Wednesday, November 03, 2021

2.3471 : 11/3/14 : No Heart (Endless Axis 204/500)

No heart
no faith
no stomach
for this round
Oh boy
for sure
I'm going
to get pound
down
to the meat
laid flat
count ten
Heaven help
me and
I get back
up again

what

Tuesday, November 02, 2021

2.3470 : 11/2/14 : Proper Start (Endless Axis 203/500)

Do everything right
for a change
but a proper start and me
still seem to be estranged
and the answer's not here
and there's no there there
and I try to play it cool
but I really really care
look high and low
to science philosophy and art
trying like hell to track down
one proper start

what

Monday, November 01, 2021

2.3469 : 11/1/14 : Thankful (Endless Axis 202/500)

Give unto me
to live as I dream
be a superhero
Solo no team
I don't need to be
or do everything
just need my personal
flying wing
eighth treasure
of the ancient
and the lost
Someday will reclaim the art
but oh at what cost
better to keep it special
Saved for one special guy
excuse me while
I kiss off and fly
skip the middlemen
money invention power
make the simple
peasants' hearts soar
See the wicked cower
Standing on my wing
no lines, red tape
Skip the middlemen
Skip straight to the escape

what