Reel spin the clash clatter
if it hits that fan
that shit’ll spatter
If you’re still convinced it doesn’t matter
take it on the chin defiant
as long as the data’s compliant
you’re the little man now
I’m the giant
Everything you choose
is optional
This routine will
leave you with a cop to call
still helpless to stop the fall
Still spin reel wait breathless
dreaming of the
life that’s deathless
cornered but so
very restless
what
Don't need fortune fame respect or speed.
All writings © Jonathan Mark Hamlow 1998-2025
Tuesday, April 30, 2013
Monday, April 29, 2013
2.726 : 4/29/07 : Trip
2917 : 1 ?Trip city the elevated pretty
the innovation of the essence of ization
metaphorical mack
rise up and dump the stack
Now play it back
What was that station
we’re on a trip to an amazing
turn up the afterglow
while our eyes were glazing
over the moon bright airtight
alibi the born to die will
pass us by while eye to eye
we tear the sky
a new rainbow
on the trip topside
ride
abstractionless revolution
it’s all co-evolution
what
Sunday, April 28, 2013
2.725 : 4/28/07 : Narcissus
Narcissus narcissus bending over water
Narcissus bending over the pool
He says I am so fine I am so fine
Reminds me of a boy I had
when I was a fool
I count one narcissus I count two
I count iris and daffodil in bloom
I say I am so wise now I am so wise
for I stay well locked
up in my room
He brings me dandelion
he brings me daisy
He brings me clover purple and white
Oh you wonderful boy you wonderful boy
oh radiant lad so full of light
narcissus narcissus
bending over water
narcissus bending over the stream
He says I am so fine I am so fine
reminds me of a boy I had
but now that’s just a dream
reminds me of a boy I had
but now that’s just a
dream
what
Narcissus bending over the pool
He says I am so fine I am so fine
Reminds me of a boy I had
when I was a fool
I count one narcissus I count two
I count iris and daffodil in bloom
I say I am so wise now I am so wise
for I stay well locked
up in my room
He brings me dandelion
he brings me daisy
He brings me clover purple and white
Oh you wonderful boy you wonderful boy
oh radiant lad so full of light
narcissus narcissus
bending over water
narcissus bending over the stream
He says I am so fine I am so fine
reminds me of a boy I had
but now that’s just a dream
reminds me of a boy I had
but now that’s just a
dream
what
2.724 : 4/27/07 : The Fifth Dimension
The fifth dimension
is life and will
the magic trick looks
so dull from above still
Hear the quaint phrasing
the foolish refrain
of the rookies who chant
wretched cant while I abstain
were you taken aback?
did I come off as kind?
when I lay down my ace
did the snap blow your mind?
Can I take you to task?
Can I offer you tea?
Do I sound like a toff?
Does it make sense to me?
All I try is to see
at right angles to time
keep some kind of beat
and stick close to the rhyme
all I ask is a minute
in an ocean of thousands
to share my sly insight
pipe by tripe like a
boatswain
what
is life and will
the magic trick looks
so dull from above still
Hear the quaint phrasing
the foolish refrain
of the rookies who chant
wretched cant while I abstain
were you taken aback?
did I come off as kind?
when I lay down my ace
did the snap blow your mind?
Can I take you to task?
Can I offer you tea?
Do I sound like a toff?
Does it make sense to me?
All I try is to see
at right angles to time
keep some kind of beat
and stick close to the rhyme
all I ask is a minute
in an ocean of thousands
to share my sly insight
pipe by tripe like a
boatswain
what
Friday, April 26, 2013
2.723 : 4/26/07 : Hyper Extension
They say the root cause
is that everything takes space
the vector between
a brick wall
and my face
Hyperbolic parabola
hotly bisected
the asymmetry
twist deep in my face reflected
Extension but what if
the extension is hyper
what if all is a code
what if I am the cipher
I’ll play my plain space
at the back of the chorus
and swear not to lose
sight of the trees for the forest
settle content into
my fifth dimension
And dazzle your face
with my glowing intention
what
is that everything takes space
the vector between
a brick wall
and my face
Hyperbolic parabola
hotly bisected
the asymmetry
twist deep in my face reflected
Extension but what if
the extension is hyper
what if all is a code
what if I am the cipher
I’ll play my plain space
at the back of the chorus
and swear not to lose
sight of the trees for the forest
settle content into
my fifth dimension
And dazzle your face
with my glowing intention
what
Thursday, April 25, 2013
2.722 : 4/25/07 : Purged
Something made me sad yesterday
turns like a worm but
I forgot it anyway
But the same old situation
turns my rotten head
and it comes out bad
in the end instead
I love my fun my puzzles
and my little noms de plume
and I say a hundred prayers
for every flinch I did inhume
I will never catch up on my sleep
or work out every woe that I submerged
and while it all went to hell
the system rang a bell
then purged
It could all be something simple
just a nasty bit of cheese
all the hours on the couch might have
just been a nap if you please
I have got a lot of patience
even after all these years
but if you want to talk about
you’ll find out
I’m packing heat between my ears
what
turns like a worm but
I forgot it anyway
But the same old situation
turns my rotten head
and it comes out bad
in the end instead
I love my fun my puzzles
and my little noms de plume
and I say a hundred prayers
for every flinch I did inhume
I will never catch up on my sleep
or work out every woe that I submerged
and while it all went to hell
the system rang a bell
then purged
It could all be something simple
just a nasty bit of cheese
all the hours on the couch might have
just been a nap if you please
I have got a lot of patience
even after all these years
but if you want to talk about
you’ll find out
I’m packing heat between my ears
what
Wednesday, April 24, 2013
2.721 : 4/24/07 : Wind Blow My Love Across the Sea
Say you say you will he be true
They say a sailor can’t be faithful
they say they’ve got a girl in every port
And if you have them when they’re in yours
be grateful
I say I say my love is not that way
he is bold upright and true
I pray I pray to the wind each day
that it carries my love across the world to you
wind blow my love across the sea
then carry my love back home to me
Each moon that waxed and waned
I swear our love stays still unstained
oh wind blow my love across the sea
the life of the sea is harsh and hard
and he faces peril every sunrise
And I surely pray morning new and night
the next dawn will bring him before my eyes
but though I wait and though I pine
I do not fear his leaving
I know he stays true to this day
and his faith I’ll never be grieving
wind blow my love across the sea
what
They say a sailor can’t be faithful
they say they’ve got a girl in every port
And if you have them when they’re in yours
be grateful
I say I say my love is not that way
he is bold upright and true
I pray I pray to the wind each day
that it carries my love across the world to you
wind blow my love across the sea
then carry my love back home to me
Each moon that waxed and waned
I swear our love stays still unstained
oh wind blow my love across the sea
the life of the sea is harsh and hard
and he faces peril every sunrise
And I surely pray morning new and night
the next dawn will bring him before my eyes
but though I wait and though I pine
I do not fear his leaving
I know he stays true to this day
and his faith I’ll never be grieving
wind blow my love across the sea
what
Tuesday, April 23, 2013
2.720 : 4/23/07 : Cheating
Robbing Peter to pay Paul
Left hand keeps right hand in the dark
I’m not half so clever as I look
but my bite is much worse than my bark
Looks like I’m cheating my bottom line
knowing it never can work out
Guess that the totals come out okay
Guess you can’t quite count this jerk out
Maybe I’ll push to an early rise
Get a step ahead of the game
Knowing it never amounts to much
Such a slim stack I’ve got to my name
Maybe never will there be rewards
medals awards recognition
word on the street is I won’t persist
I’ll lose the plot crash and burn
I’m telling you better hedge that bet
you might just see this worm turn
what
Monday, April 22, 2013
2.719 : 4/22/07 : Rest
2,911 : 6 ?No rest for the wicked
here’s your shit
where you can stick it
What I’m asking
I won’t get it
look at that
yea man I’d hit it
I need rest
why am I scanning
hacking typing
also-ranning
Should I vow to do my best?
leave me alone
I just want rest
A day was set aside
not this one
no one remembers
ask anyone
I remember
every grim night
let it rest
die die you brief light
what
Sunday, April 21, 2013
2.718 : 4/21/07 : It Is Not Hope
It is not hope I have
about the future
the fact is I do not believe
in the future
they always say
it’s coming every day
but it always turns out in the end
to be today again
it’s true I don’t believe
the end is nigh
it’s true that I believe
we are reflected
in God’s eye
but that don’t mean
that shit ain’t coming down
the thing you see
I don’t believe
that faith is a noun
what
about the future
the fact is I do not believe
in the future
they always say
it’s coming every day
but it always turns out in the end
to be today again
it’s true I don’t believe
the end is nigh
it’s true that I believe
we are reflected
in God’s eye
but that don’t mean
that shit ain’t coming down
the thing you see
I don’t believe
that faith is a noun
what
Saturday, April 20, 2013
2.717 : 4/20/07 : The Only Way
The only way is ceasing waiting
so many promises
with every breath I’m baiting
I’m still tired
and the moment persists in absence
Can’t you just
Cut the flowery crap
and make sense?
It isn’t much but
tomorrow there’ll be another
hardly rates
but day after he will have a brother
I’ll never match the stars
or the children of man
the only way is to do
something
anything you can
what
so many promises
with every breath I’m baiting
I’m still tired
and the moment persists in absence
Can’t you just
Cut the flowery crap
and make sense?
It isn’t much but
tomorrow there’ll be another
hardly rates
but day after he will have a brother
I’ll never match the stars
or the children of man
the only way is to do
something
anything you can
what
2.716 : 4/19/07 : Timing
The essence of the essences
are
timing, timing, timing
the reason for the
writing
all the
thinking
and the
rhyming
I try so hard to get better
sometimes even think I am
still each day
proves to be a struggle
chipping wanly
at the dam
what
are
timing, timing, timing
the reason for the
writing
all the
thinking
and the
rhyming
I try so hard to get better
sometimes even think I am
still each day
proves to be a struggle
chipping wanly
at the dam
what
Thursday, April 18, 2013
2.715 : 4/18/07 : Theodicy
There’s no excuse
there’s no theodicy
for all this pain
no adequate theology
So what’s this God
seething inside my mind
Is it delusion
metaphor or blind?
Not once did I submit
to make excuses
for what I can’t accept
for all seeming abuses
it doesn’t matter
crazy evil or both
just push through all regardless
call it growth
what
there’s no theodicy
for all this pain
no adequate theology
So what’s this God
seething inside my mind
Is it delusion
metaphor or blind?
Not once did I submit
to make excuses
for what I can’t accept
for all seeming abuses
it doesn’t matter
crazy evil or both
just push through all regardless
call it growth
what
Wednesday, April 17, 2013
2.714 : 4/17/07 : Stone
Aging like a stone
everyone will die alone
I’ll set my feet to pick this bone
running like a stream
forgot the whole thing in a dream
what rose up in me was not cream
the profound visions of the sage
my only goal to turn the page
one two, one three, a golden age
I’ll dine on bleeding hearts of dove
the sin that fit me like a glove
my heart a stone
it still feels love
what
everyone will die alone
I’ll set my feet to pick this bone
running like a stream
forgot the whole thing in a dream
what rose up in me was not cream
the profound visions of the sage
my only goal to turn the page
one two, one three, a golden age
I’ll dine on bleeding hearts of dove
the sin that fit me like a glove
my heart a stone
it still feels love
what
Tuesday, April 16, 2013
2.713 : 4.16.07 : The State of Things
No desire to talk about
the state of things
within or without
No time to think up something fresh
so typical
Weakness of the flesh
so small compared
to wicked fiends
so ethical
obsessed with ends and means
so much the same
as every other
helpless to help myself
my brother
sick of praying
at a wall
sick of signs
sick of it all
what
the state of things
within or without
No time to think up something fresh
so typical
Weakness of the flesh
so small compared
to wicked fiends
so ethical
obsessed with ends and means
so much the same
as every other
helpless to help myself
my brother
sick of praying
at a wall
sick of signs
sick of it all
what
Monday, April 15, 2013
2.712 : 4/15/07 : Heretic
2,904 : 1 ?Pile heresy atop apostasy
ask why have you forsaken me
It isn’t how it seems I swear
I still believe You’re everywhere
Act who knows of the culture wars
we’ve all become infernal bores
there’s no civil conversation
to be had in this petty nation
Still what appeals to my deepest heart
is just the same as at the start
So I ask you kindly to forgive
and suffer this poor heretic to live
what
Sunday, April 14, 2013
2.711 : 4/14/07 : Black Hole
How I waste away my time
on these little drops
and drizzles
How I fuss and fool around
with harps and
bows and whistles
the oracle has decreed
a battle for my soul
I know I know I’ll find
my fortune
inside the black hole
why be crushed by
the extremity of gravity
when a heavy rock
will suffice
Why do I have to learn
every lesson five times
every time lightning strikes twice
I just need a million years
a million pounds
a mother huge lump of coal
or failing that
I’ll throw my good eye
into the black hole
what
on these little drops
and drizzles
How I fuss and fool around
with harps and
bows and whistles
the oracle has decreed
a battle for my soul
I know I know I’ll find
my fortune
inside the black hole
why be crushed by
the extremity of gravity
when a heavy rock
will suffice
Why do I have to learn
every lesson five times
every time lightning strikes twice
I just need a million years
a million pounds
a mother huge lump of coal
or failing that
I’ll throw my good eye
into the black hole
what
Saturday, April 13, 2013
2.710 : 4/13/07 : Pod
When will the pod fly through my window
I’m waiting for my replacement
I’ll take the wife and kid and move out
I’ve got a nice space in my basement
All I need is a good doppelganger
Take the day job the mortgage the lawn
take the world over who the hell needs it
I’ll feel so free in my new dawn
I’ll frolic with my lady and little boy
while you pod fools bring home the bacon
I’m laughing all the way past the bank
I’m laughing till my sides are aching
Take the car the bank account too
I’ll be fine with the clothes on my back and God
Where are you body snatchers
Where the hell is my escape pod
what
I’m waiting for my replacement
I’ll take the wife and kid and move out
I’ve got a nice space in my basement
All I need is a good doppelganger
Take the day job the mortgage the lawn
take the world over who the hell needs it
I’ll feel so free in my new dawn
I’ll frolic with my lady and little boy
while you pod fools bring home the bacon
I’m laughing all the way past the bank
I’m laughing till my sides are aching
Take the car the bank account too
I’ll be fine with the clothes on my back and God
Where are you body snatchers
Where the hell is my escape pod
what
Friday, April 12, 2013
2.709 : 4/12/07 : World Builder
The writer quoting the writer
told me why I was
such a bad writer
I should have known
I should have seen it
Give me the damn slate
I’ll damn well clean it
I’ll build a world then
just in my mind though
fuck all the critics
just my own kind yo
I’ll be the master
I the world builder
Hand paint each slum
highlight every wilderness
Watch how I focus
with my tongue poking out
freed from meaning at last
free to see to my own sprout
what
told me why I was
such a bad writer
I should have known
I should have seen it
Give me the damn slate
I’ll damn well clean it
I’ll build a world then
just in my mind though
fuck all the critics
just my own kind yo
I’ll be the master
I the world builder
Hand paint each slum
highlight every wilderness
Watch how I focus
with my tongue poking out
freed from meaning at last
free to see to my own sprout
what
Thursday, April 11, 2013
2.708 : 4/11/07 : Futility
Futility it tells me
is its name
crashing into
hidden obstacles
and plunging into shame
trapped in elevators
stranded between floors
desperate for a mentor
who could sort out
all these floors
no one dies a thousand deaths
we all receive just one
and no one said
it would be easy
no one said it would be fun
but building character
it seems
should point to some end
but I just crash
and fall and fall
but I just bow
but I just bend
what
is its name
crashing into
hidden obstacles
and plunging into shame
trapped in elevators
stranded between floors
desperate for a mentor
who could sort out
all these floors
no one dies a thousand deaths
we all receive just one
and no one said
it would be easy
no one said it would be fun
but building character
it seems
should point to some end
but I just crash
and fall and fall
but I just bow
but I just bend
what
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