Friday, January 21, 2022

2.3550 : 1/21/15 : Puzzle (Endless Axis 283/500)

Is this a puzzle
or just a mess
I'd get on top of it
but I got so much stress
Will it yield to me
if I sleep on it tonight
wake me with the answer
steady creep from dim to light

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Thursday, January 20, 2022

2.3549 : 1/20/15 : It Makes You Think (Endless Axis 282/500)

It makes you think
about how the time always
keeps slipping
I read a joint about it
Called count the clock
that shit was gripping
wish we could go back
Knowing what we know
It's just impossible
It makes you think
could it be everything's saved
could be all loss is bull
but is the bad saved too
the agony eternal
ever hanging there
it makes me think
it's typical: no
easy answers anywhere

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Wednesday, January 19, 2022

2.3548 : 1/19/15 : Battery (Endless Axis 281/500)

Does the battery have enough
charge in in it?
You'd think so it's sure
enough large i'n'it?
What's left that's
penny for a pound these days?
how will I live with it
If my sound dismays?
I pulled the poison plug
jeez 15 years
just have to dodge the random squirts
the imp aims at my ears
started to charge the battery
and now I'm at my peak
and I'll power up your crazy bike
'Cause you're my kind of freak

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Tuesday, January 18, 2022

2.3547 : 1/18/15 : Idea Men (Endless Axis 280/500)

Heaven help me and preserve me
from the idea men
a thousand curses on the fools
who live by the damn pen
my left hand in a bloody box
to the one who can sell me release
cast me into trackless sleep
and bid every idea to cease

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Monday, January 17, 2022

2.3546 : 1/17/15 : TALL (Endless Axis 279/500)

It's a Right
to turn aside
the storybook mentality
all's well, ever
it's a ride
the black and white duality
but things go on
and things occur
it seems you must make
Something of it all
If you somehow didn't
Still be a story sure
and real and made up
seem equally tall

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2.3545 : 1/16/15 : Retread (Endless Axis 278/500)

Can I just retread
something already said
oh good shall be saved
and every trial braved
the moment it will come
I'll come in proud welcome
retread that line one more day
a dream but hey that's okay

what

Saturday, January 15, 2022

2.3544 : 1/15/15 : Target (Endless Axis 277/500)

My invisible target
my highest point ambition
backed into the same corner
try to squeeze past the attrition
with these tricks of lists and schedules
with this magic charm
with so little firm to go on
but be kind and do less harm
I'm up to my neck in it
these worldly ends and means
I'm down here with the plebeians
we're packed in like sardines
and would I wish to swim upstream
oh would I wish to rise
risk getting eaten by a
bigger fish sure no surprise
but my target looms over
Still enticing, lost, unseen
But if I'm to stop shooting blindly
I'm going to need a new routine

what

Friday, January 14, 2022

2.3543 : 1/14/15 : The Chaos Script (Endless Axis 276/500)

I try to tap the leisure well
but all I get's the chaos script
try again try again try again
or so the motivation robots quipped
If I only had a hero's heart
I would just toss it all and write the book
but I want a sure thing or at least some insurance
So I keep searching searching for that hook

what

Thursday, January 13, 2022

2.3542 : 1/13/15 : Wondering (Endless Axis 275/500)

Still wondering
what time's made of
and who makes it
Still wondering
what works this thirst up
What slakes it
will I stop wondering
or breathing first
Will time ever
dull this thirst?

what

Wednesday, January 12, 2022

2.3541 : 1/12/15 : Pithed (Endless Axis 274/500)

After the ice-pick cold
pithed my skull
the leeches drew their blood
and sent me reeling out
for belly full
And pretty soon
got the pick again
it's a miracle
I can still count to ten
and what's the point
of these mundane tales
What's the point of anything
that won't drive sales
I used to think I had
all that jack dicked
but the pings and yarrows
just picked and picked and picked

what

Tuesday, January 11, 2022

2.3540 : 1/11/15 : Voices (Endless Axis 273/500)

I don't hear voices
no it's more like a hum
lean in and I'll murmur
where I reckon it's from
this kid I know showed me
two mirrors opposed
and the illusion thus composed
two kids
two tin cans
ten billion strings
why in the hell
am I still counting things
wanna get up up
I deny myself my favorite leaf
and the new one I turned over
was bitter
and gave no relief
Soon the black tide
will roll over
you'll laugh but that's my
bright side
I add that one to the
book of searches
and give thanks to my
thick hide
let me lose the marks and reminders
let me find work
and affix the blinders
and let the not-voices
drone and roar
and let me want
for nothing more

what

2.3539 : 1/10/15 : Hand In It (Endless Axis 272/500)

Betrayal and abandonment
make a good tale
Where's your hand in it
Nowhere in these pages
these passages
Guess I got fed up
Guess I said what gives
I made a little noise
I don't suppose you noticed
I guess I'd a been better off
dwelling on the lotus
or the holy writs
or the stars or yarrow stalks
a nasty little voice says
better listen how the money talks

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Sunday, January 09, 2022

2.3538 : 1/9/15 : Riposte (Endless Axis 271/500)

Every vicious riposte
then what I flashed:
the most
savory return of all
hells yeah
the ball

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Saturday, January 08, 2022

2.3537 : 1/8/15 : Volleys (Endless Axis 270/500)

Get lost among the volleys
So many arrows
I dreamed God took a nap
So I had to count the sparrows
as they flew under the shadows
of ten thousand spinning shafts
and I spun my wheels in shallow surf
ignoring my first drafts
can we not call a truce
I get shouted out from all sides
and I should get this act together
Comes more marches, comes more ides
but I'll end up a pincushion
I go out without a shield
and I still can't seem to stomach
Choosing which weapon to wield

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Friday, January 07, 2022

2.3536 : 1/7/15 : Drop a Dime (Endless Axis 269/500)

Drop a dime
a penny in this cup
I swear to God
I'm going to quit
and give it up
then I don't
then I don't
then I don't once more
and heaven help me
what the hell's in store
the killer cowards
still running amok
still struggling with the
bottom line and feeling stuck
Still get a glimpse of
majesty
through clouds that briefly part
still not quite halfway there
but
it's more now than a start

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Thursday, January 06, 2022

2.3535 : 1/6/15 : All Along (Endless Axis 268/500)

And just like that
I see: all the wrong reasons
and can't recall the right ones
and thinking of the seasons
all gone oh so
Long long ago
then I remember
and it's still
what it was about all along

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Wednesday, January 05, 2022

2.3534 : 1/5/15 : Salton Sea (Endless Axis 267/500)

Dreaming real in a
standard fugue
living on the Salton Sea
burning Partagas
only the desert's free
Don't think about 
beating the odds
outlive the good ones
Stuck with the pods
Expire only half old
On the Salton Sea
build parks for kids
Plant a palm tree

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Tuesday, January 04, 2022

2.3533 : 1/4/15 : Previously (Endless Axis 266/500)

Back to the square
previously named
well aware of by whom
I got gamed
best at this point
to keep it zipped
someday hard to believe
but this too got shipped

what

Monday, January 03, 2022

2.3532 : 1/3/15 : The Bottom Line (Endless Axis 265/500)

Could I call this progress
the bottom line's not shifting
Should I write the manifesto
could I straight resort to grifting
try to dowse what's in my nature
savage brevity no edits
Someday I'll tip you to the answers
buried in the final credits

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Sunday, January 02, 2022

2.3531 : 1/2/15 : Even So (Endless Axis 264/500)

Why did I sign up for this
valleys and hills
Why are things run by these
hustlers and shills
What will the future bring
do I want to know
hardly caught up again
but I'll keep my resolution even so

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