Thursday, September 30, 2021

2.3437 : 9/30/14 : Blast (Endless Axis 170/500)

Damn and blast
I didn't cast
the curse off
You know I think
last time
I had a worse cough
meant something big
brilliant and flawless
look at me
running unprepared
and lawless

what

Wednesday, September 29, 2021

2.3436 : 9/29/14 : Joyful Noise (Endless Axis 169/500)

Grace of joyful noise
geese, then trains
Such seasons
Such old salt in the veins
of sounds
the fire to be their magician
to be an artisan
to become a musician
In all the world
On every stoop
my betters make a joyful noise
escapes the better coop
the oppression of
the clanging gong
lift up their vigils
and may their nights be long

what

Tuesday, September 28, 2021

2.3435 : 9/28/14 : Choice (Endless Axis 168/500)

The gift of choice
oh raucous voice
the force descends
What comes? Depends
Better angels
moment's fire
a brief escape
belies the wire
the harsh that seems
to go both ways
and sure to haunt me
all my days

what

Monday, September 27, 2021

2.3434 : 9/27/14 : Brevity (Endless Axis 167/500)

Thankful for
brevity
and respite
hopeful for
Something new
the best fit
none will be hit up
no will hear
and I'll never tell you
who really did appear

what

Sunday, September 26, 2021

2.3433 : 9/26/14 : The Bitter (Endless Axis 166/500)

For this strange spirit
that lights my limbs
From unremembered
till the last light dims
confused by all misery
but still fighting
still the spirit flows
Still lighting
the lesson in father-loss
Each day a gift
each day a toss
time's truly come
to discard the bitter
don't get so hung up on gold
you ignore the beauty of the glitter

what

Saturday, September 25, 2021

2.3432 : 9/25/14 : Choice to Thank (Endless Axis 165/500)

It went like this
Sleeping late morning
Dreamt of a fight
Dreamt of Rick
The fight was lost
Rick was drunk and laughing
I wasn't well
but I didn't know how sick
So I made a choice
to Thank you
for all my lucky stars
And it flowed over me
Water on Mars
Expansion's not
next century's kick
The colonial urge
it's every dirty trick
We've got to be
about reclamation
and packing
Oh how I'll give thanks
when I feel my million
Stacking

what

Friday, September 24, 2021

2.3431 : 9/24/14 : The Slip (Endless Axis 164/500)

Short odds
biased selection
Pining for Big Dice
To bless a
new direction
Hold on
wasn't I
already on this trip?
Saying
tell me what to do
to the Slip
No answers in the
Old Tomes
Books of
my days
And even a
Double nickle back
Hits some haze
And still the Slip
burns bright
shines behind my eyes
Whispering
all the other
Slips
were lies

what

Thursday, September 23, 2021

2.3430 : 9/23/14 : Insight (Endless Axis 163/500)

Once I thought the happy
Saprophytes would
shine a light
Vegetable allies
and the search for
insight
Now I've just got
inward gaze
thought and silence
passage and days
I don't
miss
the trial by ordeal
and I'm thinking
very soon
I'm going to feel
a rising
illumination
in relation to the insight
What once was far
a little closer
revealing itself
remaining bright

what

2.3429 : 9/22/14 : Gratitude (Endless Axis 162/500)

Try not to get overwhelmed
by gratitude
I found the key
to rewriting
my attitude
Such a long list
of blessings
I've only got
So much time
I can spare
a minute more though
get real quiet
Until the chime

what

Tuesday, September 21, 2021

2.3428 : 9/21/14 : Nothing (Endless Axis 161/500)

Nothing left but
the divine supply
Never said I was
a standup guy
but all things
considered we made out
a day will tell
what the next one's about
but me I'm all about
this stellar tone
will lift up
every heart
and all old failing
will atone

what

Monday, September 20, 2021

2.3427 : 9/20/14 : Everything (Endless Axis 160/500)

Everything will
always go right
I knew it all day
and all night
the seeming and
the feeling weren't real
So everything
was great
but I didn't know how
to feel

what

Sunday, September 19, 2021

2.3426 : 9/19/14 : Remember (Endless Axis 159/500)

Something I decided
to not remember
and of course
forgot why
Not about the time
I felt so sure
If I held a certain thought
I'd surely die
Something I neglected
that felt too strong
that seemed too much
a dream
Now have no choice but
to resurrect 
transect
dissect the stream

what

Saturday, September 18, 2021

2.3425 : 9/18/14 : Plenary (Endless Axis 158/500)

Called out endless
not knowing half of it
we love our superlatives
least I can get a laugh off it
we love infinity
forever and boundless
do we dream of a world
plenary and groundless
And that's inside me
despite the frail flesh
And that's a small flower
yet can keep a day fresh
Still holding on the axis
though it's been a hard rail
that I'm bound to
that I'm bound on
but it might make a fine tale

what

Friday, September 17, 2021

2.3424 : 9/17/14 : A Master Class (Endless Axis 157/500)

Said dear teacher do appear
I haven't learned a thing from fear
Inside I'm not just an old dog
Inside I'm not a cog

I don't want to go back to school
be measured by that rusty rule
It seems I'll never find that tool
but don't give up

I'll find my way, I'll find my way
I'll find my way, I'll learn today

Opportunity is knocking now
It's not a brass ring it's a plow
be careful what you wish for you know
and don't give up

So no one really got a pass
the real ceiling's lead not glass
And anyone who wants to can take
the master class

I'll find my way, I'll find my way
I'll find my way, I'll learn today

Endless notebooks endless books
Stealing endless dirty looks
at soft flesh in the next seat
then thousand miles behind those feet

And if I'd had more courage, spark
If I'd laughed or blessed the dark
I'd trade this life and never know
There's just no tracing how things go

And none of it's even a blip
You're only ever on one trip
And someday every veil will rip
So don't give up

Despite the pain that kept me up
Despite the hole in my full cup
I'd rather create than disrupt
And won't give up

I'll find my way, I'll find my way
I'll find my way, I'll learn today

Still think it's a worthy trade
a little love I made that grade
If it's a game we still all played
And don't give up

First day of the Master Class
Spin and drop in early fall's grass
Find the ring that's gold not brass
If I don't give up

I'll find my way, I'll find my way
I'll find my way, I'll learn today
We'll find our way, We'll find our way
We'll find our way, we'll learn today


what

Thursday, September 16, 2021

2.3423 : 9/16/14 : A Decision (Endless Axis 156/500)

A decision
while weak and suffering
a little hedging
little bleak and blustering
will come
the joyful surprise
from it
a miracle tree shall rise

what

Wednesday, September 15, 2021

2.3422 : 9/15/14 : A Deal (Endless Axis 155/500)

Break it like a deal
hey can you
feel me
If money talks
they dropped
a shockwave
They're spilling ink
just let me
think I
guess I can't relate
I guess it's
great, so
Cross the
dotted line
It's a fine
thing by me
everything gets owned
we all
condoned it

what

Tuesday, September 14, 2021

2.3421 : 9/14/14 : Interstices (Endless Axis 154/500)

I can jam
the whole transformation
through
the interstices
May think that sounds
too good to be
true
Yeah well sure it is
keep it
Spontaneous
limber and brief
I take your
status quo
vanish it just like a thief

what

Monday, September 13, 2021

2.3420 : 9/13/14 : Tribute (Endless Axis 153/500)

Tribute written in
water with a finger
On a black counter
some dusky bar
Imagine you saw him
young man the singer
impossible farther
away man far
the letters fading
like every dream dries
Searching for traces
suddenly afraid to lose
missing the point there
the fear always lies
and still there's a moment
Still you have to choose
hey old man I wrote a tribute to you
I dreamed about you singing in a mall
If I could remember
that's probably not true
but you looked good up there
suit sunglasses and all

what

Sunday, September 12, 2021

2.3419 : 9/12/14 : Proof (Endless Axis 152/500)

I gave you the evidence
every subtle proof
that I truly care a lot
I'm not aloof
What are you asking for
flesh or blood
Or time or obsession
or my face down in the mud
The still small voice
that says I got it all wrong
the silence within silence
says I only want your song
I only want your song
I only want your song
despite how everything appears
want you to sing it all night long
The way that it's all set up
proof just never exists
A fact that each one fights with
that everyone resists
There's no end of knowing
of wonder of belief
The day I ceased my fighting
good heavens the relief

what

Saturday, September 11, 2021

2.3418 : 9/11/14 : Forgetting (Endless Axis 151/500)

Forgetting is our greatest gift
our saving grace
our daily lift
the arrogance of every age
thinks that it writes
the real first page
I dreamed a bridge
point a, point b
it can't enter reality
Every what was
becomes what's not
I had a point
but I forgot

what

Friday, September 10, 2021

2.3417 : 9/10/14 : The Party (Endless Axis 150/500)

Two oxen a handsome goat
I could recite every delicacy
of the party by rote
Voices rising throughout every crowded room
It's bright here inside
Shut out the gathering gloom
for my life I can't recall or maybe
never knew the theme
I know I never wrote this guest list
how many eyes
oh how they gleam
It's not really my party
I'm here just the same
and voices unfamiliar
and how they call my name
I'll end up in the corner
dreaming of when I'm free
Turn it into art I fear
no one will ever care about or see
When that tray goes by again
I'll snag myself a drink
never felt like I belonged here
but who cares what I think

what

Thursday, September 09, 2021

2.3416 : 9/9/14 : Swift (Endless Axis 149/500)

We all pray
that the healing
will come swift
We all pray
that the man
won't spot the grift
If anything
makes sense at all
it's a high wall
have I gotten
any better
in the meantime
Should I dig a
hole for it
dust it with quicklime?
are solutions
Coming swift
until then
I may just drift

what

2.3415 : 9/8/14 : Strike (Endless Axis 148/500)

Where the strike shall land
Where the strike shall land
Where the strike shall land
Where the strike shall land
strike hour
Called the magnificent one
Struck for things so brief
Yet still so
recently begun
Extent is not a measurement
of meaning or worth
Still I'm going to need
a little extra time
because I'm about
to rock the whole earth
how many points
does a sphere hold
what if we went in
meek not bold
Dazzled every keeper
with the shine of gold
In the other hand
the spike
the movement
the moment
the strike

what

Tuesday, September 07, 2021

2.3414 : 9/7/14 : To Break This (Endless Axis 147/500)

To break this
a shift in perspective
or attitude
or maybe a detective
or beatitude
or maybe both at once
a sort of
noir Jesus
to roust a clue
for this poor dunce
poor sinner
of faith: little
poor little here
poor little there
poor jot and tittle
to break this
Swept all
to the floor
throw this mind
wide open
shouting
more still more

what

Monday, September 06, 2021

2.3413 : 9/6/14 : Posse (Endless Axis 146/500)

I got a posse
silent
hidden
but I just know they'll
come when
bidden
I bide my time
cause I got
indecision
next time I
call though
I'll have
x-ray vision

what

Sunday, September 05, 2021

2.3412 : 9/5/14 : Had It (Endless Axis 145/500)

Had it for a minute
well it slipped the hook
hey so I know it's out there
One day I'll make book
Drop another line
no waiting to begin
One day very soon
You know I'll reel it in

what

2.3411 : 9/4/14 : Feed (Endless Axis 144/500)

Say fed up
like a bad thing
well it's strong food
hey I can cop
a cheery aspect
even
in a bad mood
The feed was on a drip
All day it's
sip sip sip
And now the
tank's full
and oh hell yes
I'm thankful

what

Friday, September 03, 2021

2.3410 : 9/3/14 : Pass (Endless Axis 143/500)

What will pass next
has it all been
in my head
Am I keeping up
the axis
did I miss it
in a book I read
or did I miss
the book
watch the wrong
show
I'm off the axis
but this will pass
as well I know

what

Thursday, September 02, 2021

2.3409 : 9/2/14 : Automatic (Endless Axis 142/500)

Proceed the automatic
that won't
launch the revolution
I'd have to be
crazy
to think
I could write up
the solution
Prepare to get crazy
turns out
you're the chosen one
better rock it up
because
your day's begun

what

Wednesday, September 01, 2021

2.3408 : 9/1/14 : A Hundred (Endless Axis 141/500)

A hundred callings
mostly dumb as dirt
Most likely one says
I'm a lose my shirt
Trying not to take
anyone else down
Somehow I never know
this is a mean town
the friend that called me
for a bad loan
my axe my amp
Yeah ought to atone
my dad's banjo oh surely
long gone
heads up old pal
this is your last song
Wait for the call
I wrote my own self
a rolodex
left on the top shelf
a number I never
Knew I had
when it picks up
I sure will be glad

what

2.3407 : 8/31/14 : Lift Up (Endless Axis 140/500)

Could just call
on the lift up
just could call
the thing the full cup
a thousand refrains
that sound the same
but somehow in the pitch
find I'm still in the game
getting banged around
in the America
beset by pods
and their generica
a thousand refrains
that sound the same
but somehow in the pitch
find I'm still in the game

what