2.5210 : 8/8/19 : Blank (The Experiment: 45/100)

Drawing a blank

gets me thinking on

who has been transformed

and what about me

am I yet reformed

firmly fixed

in a supposed

power locus

could I sieze, direct it

If I just had focus

don't actually feel

like I've got much control

in need of rehabilitation

of my world weary soul

what

2.5083 : 4/3/19 : Transformation 5

Sole tool quiet

inaction

evolution

settlement

clarity

without transaction

transformation

five, twelve

seventeen thousand times

toss out new lives

like nickles

and dimes

what

2.5012 : 1/22/19 : Morning Man

Could be the

biggest twist

tranform into

the morning man

I feel resistance

at the very thought

oh can that be

the real path on man?

sure not

making it

tonight I'm

on no new trajectory

and change a

distant daydream

yet the May theme

wrecked or Free

what

2.4942 : 11/13/18 : Slow Transformation

Slow

transformation

so slow

it's just a theory

I better let it go at that

before the morning gets

me bleary

though I've given up

on the surge

still yet

these beams may merge

what

2.4900 : 10/2/18 : Pedant's Theory

Pedant's theory

of course

the countdown

doesn't start

at the nones

but at the ones

maybe I'll transform

overnight

so take heart

what

2.4857 : 8/20/18 : Chrysalis

Sorry about your chrysalis

sorry about your transformation

You picked a lousy spot for sure

I should have used more imagination

the dark part that assumes the worst

and tries some wack hail mary stunt

I let the dull inevitable

and it doesn't matter what I want

what

2.4814 : 7/8/18 : Out of My Mind

can't much get the one thing

out of my mind

no hidden meanings here

just whining on the grind

forgot for a week

but it didn't forget me

and the sink and the swell

will aid and abet me

in being washed over

and soon well submerged

no big change in the offing

no transforming verged

I'm not out of my mind

oh I'm lucid and clear

once more into the running

try to be of good cheer

what

2.4457 : 7/16/17 : Head Down

Push just past present

prematurely through

to morning's memories

reflected in the other self

chained to the vagaries

maybe a talking to

more assertions of transforming

pretend the secret escape plan

serves the contract of conforming

Survive in a small way

no saint not paragon

keep my head down a litle more

listen to my silent million

what

2.4395: 5/15/17 : Early Spring

The early springs

will just become

springs

and so it will

go with

many things

I seek the

transformation

from inside

many will

disdain

to contemplate

that ride

but I'm going

to ride it

through to the peak

and only only only

there I'll find

what I seek

what

2.4155 : 9/17/16 : Not Yet

Oh lord grant me

to stop being a punk

but not yet

the secret world

and all its not so secret junk

but not yet

remind me of 24

years back or so

If I'd dumped the bad noise

and made a real go

can't quite cotton to

the full transformation

but oh what I didn't get

teach me a lesson

bright on today

but oh

not yet

what

2.4059 : 6/13/16 : Success

What would success look like?

transformation?

Recapture 7 years

the true recreation

I can't see the forest

or a hill from this valley

deep in the weeds

and could I truly rally?

what

2.3979 : 3/25/16 : Spawn

Dropping glib asides

in the vidja game vernacular

dull observers at best

on the annual spectacular

Hey you cool kids:

get the hell off my lawn

High time I calculate

and contemplate the spawn

Point of appearance

moment of rebirth

Behold the light

and be sworn

witness to its worth

this has got to be the year

new possibilities spawn

this low ebb

this pining for dawn

just when I'm counted out

I'll reappear

transformed by the spawn point

newly freed from fear

what

2.3867: 12/04/15 : Rough Salt

Too many cooks

rough salt and

battery

In a poison mirror

everywhere

will get you flattery

If it seems like

random slinging

when I get these

dumb bowls ringing

and the thousand

cooks' clatter

just a drop in the din

and me struggling

over if 

transformation

proceeds from within

what

2.3826: 10/24/15 : Lower

Surprised myself

by going lower

Surprise I guess

I'm a grower

not a shower

wish I could skip

a couple days

craving growth

craving praise

maybe revelation

is imminent

praying for a transformation

that's permanent

So tie my shoes

gird my loins

the whirlwind is coming

may I not be mired

in my coming and goings

what

2.3761 : 8/20/15 : Pragmatic Retreat (Endless Axis 494/500)

Guess I better try

to nail the landing

make it with the peace

and understanding

how far under

am I on this plunge

somehow erase it

Somehow I'll expunge

the mark of

pragmatic retreat

Somehow transform

and make it not defeat

what

2.3484 : 11/16/14 : Gears (Endless Axis 217/500)

Are the gears spinning

is something getting worked out

Don't want to check in

I guess that I'm all lurked out

It's been too long I guess

since I really did the math

got lost in the magical thinking

lost the plot and took a bath

Are the gears spinning

cooking up another transform

Will I know how to read the output

Will it tell me how to set up

will I start out on the right foot

what

2.3421 : 9/14/14 : Interstices (Endless Axis 154/500)

I can jam

the whole transformation

through

the interstices

May think that sounds

too good to be

true

Yeah well sure it is

keep it

Spontaneous

limber and brief

I take your

status quo

vanish it just like a thief

what

2.3398 : 8/22/14 : Hold It (Endless Axis 131/500)

Hold it inside

like a treasure

surely flower

beyond measure

bite it off

like the sweetest treat

Surely the work

of transformation

will be

complete

what

2.3138 : 12/05/13 : Deserve

Because you deserve

a greater nation

I will behave as if

this is the early days

of transition, transformation

stranger things may

have happened

in unknown unrecorded days

stories of great deluge

and visitation

We don't know but

they might be

hints from great sages

and we may never get

straightforward explanations

but I'll behave

as if it's barely

the beginning of ages

what

2.3105 : 11/02/13 : So Me

This hideous affliction

is just so me

think about a tadpole

and a bumblebee

always transforming

flying all mysterious

always navigating

through this fog most furious

give me a centimeter

and a gram of force

and a solar system spanning lever

and a fulcrum of course

and a place to stand

and a signal to start

and so help me God

I'll finally move your heart

what