2.751 : 5/24/12 : The Seal

I refuse to put the seal
of any sort on it
Experience the moment
try to be less full of shit
everything just must be
what it is and nothing else
wait for the moment
pass it
I wait for the bells
I am free
I do what I will
I am free
with all my choices
what’s it matter if
I thought it out
or merely heard voices
I refuse to mark
that void
with some great seal
I’ll cross the bridge
when it comes
and not brook
any other deal

what

2.750 : 5/23/07 : Ass Full of Laser

ensign awoke
with a discharged phaser
knew that he had
bought himself
an ass full of laser
he know he should not
have volunteered
for the mission with the
principals
had ended just as he’d feared

what

2.749 : 5/22/07 : Anticipation

It’s all about anticipation
heaven is
anticipation unending
bathing in
continuous revelation
the vast signal
of love unending
you gotta do
what you gotta do
but you gotta make your own decisions
you make a persuasive
argument
but the business plan
is mired
in endless revisions
one last time
it will be pure
so keep your memories
to yourself pops
I’m just trying to
explain
this anticipation
that never stops

what

2.748 : 5/21/07 : Belief

Said a thousand times
Someday will be a
million
it is not a matter of
belief
no and no matter
the billion
adherents
to some old display
of dark torment
and glory
And do you still not
realize
it’s all just all
about the story
dark comes late
and I’m in haste
you thought you’d
heard about that
it was just a taste
and as long
as my numbers add up
I’ll complete my line
secure in my
belief that
it will all be fine

what

2.747 : 5/20/07 : Haste

2,938 : 12 ?



Haste makes waste
and one hasty SOB
rushing to the next
minimalist folly
I pray to God that
Someone’s praying for me
but the night’s still young
and I’ll get by pro’ly
I always gotta
Set some task
Some little hill
I can climb up
I always hope
I’ll peel off the last mask
stand and speak
‘cause it’s my dime up
I try to step back
and observe the flow
but the dragon I’m training
is so wily
next time hey
maybe I’ll just aim low
or may just not
aim quite so highly

what

2.746 : 5/19/07 : Premonition

I’ve got a premonition
despite forward and backward
addition
the thing will pan out to
a zero sum
I’ll feel a little satisfied
I’ll feel a little dumb
My mind is all elsewhere
my mind’s on the
Cough cough cough
I’m well past the point
I can twist up a joint
and blow the whole thing off
But I’m determined
to defy augery
and trace a straight line
foul weather or fine
defying more mere
cog-ery

what

2.745 : 5/18/07 : Character

What is the character of
presence, presentiment
what is the character
of change
You can’t avoid
the math
profit and loss equivalence
you have to sacrifice
it’s
accuracy or range
Good luck soldier
I hope you
find your man
I cannot rest until
my train refrain
is in the can
seems like it’s all
going nowhere fast
but I gotta keep pedaling
and roll the present
to the past

 what

2.744 : 5/17/07 : Leave It To the Prophets

Leave it to the prophets to
interpret God’s will
Leave it to me to fail to
Forget about the bitter pill
leave it to the newsmen
to tell who where what and when
Another May’s more than halfway
and my time’s come to begin again
Leave me alone and
don’t disrupt my inner boil
downside and upside
nothing comes without the alchemy of toil
I am a diplomat a psychonaut
I’m brimming with deceit
but who gets fooled and sees through
I guess you’ll have to wait
with this accursed stone
I’ll raise a tower of pain
I’ll never whisper how
I wove it from a sad refrain
the dreams run rampant
full of fearful pride and light
you better mind your shit
‘Cause I’ve not yet begun to fight

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