Thursday, October 31, 2024

Wednesday, October 30, 2024

2.4563 : 10/30/17 : Mirage

Circle that mirage
like a sunstunned leopard
sure as hell could
Use a good shephard
or just a flare up
that I'm free to go
trying to hold it steady
because I may never know

what

Tuesday, October 29, 2024

2.4562 : 10/29/17 : Seamless

Just cold rain
not quite winter
plug end days
to weld and sinter
not quite seamless
not much of a whole
dead leaves falling
farside of the maypole

what

2.4561 : 10/28/17 : Deep Past

Drift into deep past
dream to break free at last
Why should the moments hold tight
waiting for the tale to get told right
day's hard work bank the fire
done and done get to retire
just for the night more to come
see all try to deliver some

what

Sunday, October 27, 2024

2.4560 : 10/27/17 : WON'T

I don't want to
and I won't
You don't care to
ask why: Don't
no payoff
and no punchline
not yours:
also not mine

what

2.4559 : 10/26/17 : Frog

What ought to be
the thrill of the night
goes down like
cold boiled frog
what ought to be
a skip and a jump
every night comes down a slog
every night comes over
my head trailing in fog

what

2.4558 : 10/25/17 : State

How I must rise
against this state I'm in
fight without fighting
so to rise again
How I must pray
with stretched out hand
still unresigned
but oh this state
and its uneasy mind

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Thursday, October 24, 2024

2.4557 : 10/24/17 : Drive By Nerds

Haven't I run out yet
words on words
something to impress
the drive by nerds
rather have a tin whistle
drone by the hour
no bigger audience
but I might be less dour
Could sit for an hour
Won't learn a lick
won't break the cycle
or update my schtick

what

2.4556: 10/23/17 : Snatch

Give me clutch grasp
Give me grab get
I'm not finished
I'm not ready to lay down yet
give me mad snatch
I cook a bad batch
lure in all you itchy itchers
got to get scratch
want to be bad
cause trouble no end
not a good egg
not the boss friend
boy you're dreaming
just the nice type
talk what talk you want
you're never changing that stripe

what

Tuesday, October 22, 2024

2.4555: 10/22/17 : Ducks

If no declaration
no marking of the crux
maybe still some gathering
and lining up of ducks
incrementalism
hasn't gotten me far true
but must be better than nothing
what else is there to do?

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2.4554: 10/21/17 : This Way Comes

Is it right to let the boy in on the mystery
of sadness and loss
of the ladder of compromise
and the dark cost
let a dead man choose the moments
no idea what's truly heard
this way comes the dark man
the story, the word
there have been other hard times
who can ever say which is harder
this I didn't see coming
overrich but rickety larder
In my own dark secret world
I'm bartering for hope
not sure what I'm offering
fearing all I'll get is enough rope

what

Sunday, October 20, 2024

2.4553: 10/20/17 : The Circumstances

Wish I could understand
the highs, the lows
Where the one comes from
Where the other one goes
I see the circumstances
don't quite explain
is it all upstairs
phantom illusions in my brain
wish I could start over
jettison so much
but the things I must hold onto
aren't so negotiable as such
same old riddle
twist around to what now
pray for better circumstances
might even get around to now

what

Saturday, October 19, 2024

2.4552 : 10/19/17 : Good Stories

Are they good stories?
boy I don't even know
Flickers of amusement
hoping for a winter snow
summer warm autumn
and a hell and gone summer's tale
don't know if I'm faking or making
as I try for a glimpse of the trail

what

2.4551 : 10/18/17 : Whip

all I hear is a
whip cracking
but I'm numb to it
like I bit the poison
apple
and. too dumb to spit
I feel the sleep
of a thousand years
hell I wish I could
just pull it up
aroud my ears

what

Thursday, October 17, 2024

2.4550 : 10/17/17 : Slapdash

get slapdash
effortless
kill two questions
with one birdbrain guess
no fear of cutting
through the malaise
sure not celebrating
my slapdash ways
no question what's
getting my prime
crazy twinges
that's just spilling more time

what

2.4549 : 10/16/17 : No Difference

Might be no difference
how it gets cranked out
by day in the money trenches
nightside whatever this mess is about
If only I could simplify
get it all stuffed in one tent
but I swing useless between poles
with my axis badly bent

what

2.4548 : 10/15/17 : Razzmatazz 2

I got it bad
I got the razmatazz back
slung from having too much
to too little slack
they've got their
talons in so much of my days
where the hell do I find
energy to fight this haze?

what

2.4547 : 10/14/17 : Square

Still trying to
circle the square
reverse engineer
whatever there is there
if if falls aside
like so many things do
oh well
a little faster I am back to you

what

Sunday, October 13, 2024

2.4546 : 10/13/17 : Keep Up

What's the dodge for the night
scrambling playing keep up
What's the chances I
could catch some sleep up
what's the chances then
my problems are bunk
another day
another bleeding chunk
and if I never assemble
this puzzle of meat
oh at least I guess
it keeps me off the street
and gives me something
to keep up barely
try to dodge don't want
that truth to hit me squarely

what

Saturday, October 12, 2024

2.4545 : 10/12/17 : Something Wicked

Forgot about that
lyric gyre
cloud of metaphor
almost smothers the fire
the story man
how he bobs and tricks it
what comes with October
Something wicked
Never to be a boy
or a young man again
not getting any easier
to turn in after ten
Old sirens call deep
for once I'll ignore them
make my way into sleep

what

2.4544 : 10/11/17 : The Chunks

Wrong calling
all about
mixing up the chunks
nothing unfamiliar
these days
no room for
the punks
With hearts on sleeves
precious snowflake
chorus arcs
where the hell do we
put them all
erupting rhymes
and throwing sparks?

what

Thursday, October 10, 2024

2.4543 : 10/10/17 : The Rat Race

How about this plan
no escape
through no fault of my own
I'm in a wearing scrape
ain't it always something
Mr. Mephistopheles 
Trying to nail the dismount
but I'm running with
the lot of these
day in day outs
weekend seekers
I used to ramble
with the artsy freakers
but I lost my
card chasing necessity
and it sure looks
like the rat race has the best of me

what

Wednesday, October 09, 2024

2.4542 : 10/09/17 : How He's Grown

This oddment
will surely be a phase
sure don't got wherewithal
to seek a new supply these days
I'll fill my table
from the harvest
of what the Gospel Plow
has sown
I'll rise above this
sure as Grandma
says my how he's grown

what

Tuesday, October 08, 2024

2.4541 : 10/08/17 : The Dark Part

Answer my own question
before I can ask it
moment of decision?
well past it
since I feel the
Dark part coming on
think I'd rather
toss in a quick flourish
and get me gone

what

Monday, October 07, 2024

2.4540 : 10/07/17 : No here

No here, here
that's what they say
but here we are
letting the hours get away
but I know the answer
isn't coming tonight
and my present strategy
is to give in without a fight

what

Sunday, October 06, 2024

2.4539 : 10/06/17 : Streamed

Too tired to fake clever
or merely disaffected
too many things turned out
as ever I expected
and as for wanted
wished or dreamed
he laughed so hard
he farily screamed
and while the new
religion streamed
I'll tease a tale
of digging out
and now the
long retreat
becoming a rout

what

2.4538 : 10/05/17 : The Monolith

Always said I'd stand up
to the monolith
but it grinds finer
than I ever thought
and what became
and what is becoming
of everything I 
always said I sought
Doesn't take that much
after all
a couple extra hours of grind
everyday and I'm about to fall
apart at the seams
like a cheap suit
the metaphor's too fitting
and the monolith's
at every root

what

Friday, October 04, 2024

2.4537 : 10/04/17 : Simple

Before the waves
drag me out to the
midst of the sea
I'll stake my share
call it the one last
simple and free
If I can hang on
and I guess be me

what

Thursday, October 03, 2024

2.4536 : 10/03/17 : The Joke

The joke was on me
I guess I'm the guy
not what I signed up for
but I won't ask why
I got in my gag
kind you only get once
When work is done the wise retires
but my kind punts
the kind of noise
that's pumping out these days
I'd like to think we'd
get above it some ways
I'd like to think
I'd just be let in on the joke
how I ended up here
with this heavy, heavy yoke

what

Tuesday, October 01, 2024

2.4534 : 10/01/17 : Wheel

So the crazy
was catching
we'd clogged up
the sky
the great unwashed
minority
had sent up
that guy
So most things
came off like a joke
kids laughed
at the forty-somethings
getting woke
but I didn't feel in
on the gag
until the heat
got real
And even then
I couldn't shake
this conviction
I would yet
beat the wheel

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