2.3072 : 09/30/13 : Cap'n Fraksmackular

There's so many

Supposed to's in this world

my child

not much room is made

for play

or being a little wild

I recommend

investigating transgression

better to apologize

than try to justify

all expression

and I hope to see you

on the arc spectacular

smiling for the cameras

just like Cap'n Fraksmackular

what

2.3071 : 09/29/13 : Forgetting

Getting afraid and

obsessed with forgetting

the obvious fruit

lies unpicked and I'm letting

too much red ink spill

while I strive for a new way

to believe every morning

to arrive at at today

should I know her name

did I see that already

have I written this

written this before

Can I hold steady

as the years do their work

on every foundation

did I write that before,

may I have that vacation?

what

2.3070 : 09/28/13 : Ally

Fed up with the

lingering impressions of dreams

I can't remember

but the feeling that they leave behind

reminds me of

some past regret you know it seems

Sometimes like I have

no ally in my own mind

I know many

by name who surely are on my side

and believe me

that I have true gratitude

and still I need

a true ally on the inside

I know what's required

is more than just attitude

Waking I dreamed

sour pessimism might just carry the day

If I could teach a way

of hope to the dour depressed

physician heal thyself

you know I say it just as you say

your dreams leave an impression

but your dreaming doesn't leave me impressed

what

2.3069 : 09/27/13 : Well In the Heart

I heard of a well in the heart

of the city

my hopes and dreams were large

but my resources

itty bitty

I had to leave with a watch

a razor blade and some string

but I was young

and I said I can do anything

Should I tell you

of the wise old ones

the journey by boat

the swamp oh well I know

you could guess it all by rote

and what a sad state

after all those years passed by

I got to the well

you already guessed it

dry

what

2.3068 : 09/26/13 : Shape

I can almost see the shape

and I thought that it could

make the world right

I could almost see the shape

and I dreamed it was

the end of night

if time were the light

of the fourth dimension

and it shined on our being

shadowed causality: intention

If I could stretch my mind

encompass that shape

reveal the fifth dimension

roll it back like tape

I thought that I could see

it saw into me more deeply

So it began to rend

I couldn't ascend so steeply

What bore down on my mind

and spilled and inky blackness

that poured right out of me

Slumped in brokenness and slackness

what

2.3067 : 09/25/13 : Seven Minutes

This book that fell

out of the sky

they all did

just like magic pie

If you think your special outlook

isn't a story

believe me by the end

of the page you'll be sorry

I give up

I give into the narrative

All characters

the plot line imperative

In seven minutes time

I'll stop talking about

talking about it

Will anybody notice

by the rhyme I bet

you can guess I doubt it

what

2.3066 : 09/24/13 : I Can Do This All Day

You think I'm bluffing

watch then and stay

see how it rolls

I can do this all day

It's not impressive

it does not entertain

I think it's an expression

of the soul's dark stain

I resisted the story

as far too predictable

I resisted the rhetoric

unwilling to inflict the bull

in less than three minutes though

I can drag a spark to you

If you won't fan a small flame up

well to hell with your snark too

what

2.3065 : 09/23/13 : Want/Need

What I want

sorry

sorry

sorry

what I need

thank you

thank you

thank you

I guess I can't

deny

I still am

dope

rockin and fly

and it's another

day

what I need

let it proceed

what I want

toss it

away

what

2.3064 : 09/22/13 : The Measure of Tragedy

The could haves

the should haves

the same refrain

lost time

Genius isn't

what it used to be

my atrocious

your sublime

it's late for this old dog

to pick up new habits

the measure of

tragedy

this scion of giving up

is there

something you're trying to tell me

what

2.3063 : 09/21/13 : Trice

In a trice

the end of summer

and I said it twice

don't want to be a bummer

but it's been

no easy one

Yeah you never said

any would

hey son

what

2.3062 : 09/20/13 : The Rug

So you pull the rug out

again?

I'm so used to it

I stand trotting

So my heart feels

like it's getting squeezed

my gut feels like

it's rotting

So it's me

and circumstance

face to face

hand to hand

I'm so good at

never giving up

this latest twist

finds me quite bland

what

2.3061 : 09/19/13 : Next

I won't even do it

Next

I won't let you see me

Vexed

He's the type that gets what he

expects

this next sleight will leave him

perplexed

what

2.3060 : 09/18/13 : Back to Back

Problems march sideways

back to back

the little ones slip by

the big ones stack

acid eats the newsprint

the microfiche is failing

can't find a drive to read the bits

magnetically derailing

Yet they say they're keeping copies

of every damn thing

they say they're the good guys

but they wear those skull rings

And problems stacked on problems

make me feel so small

I'd like to turn a back on it

but I can't summon up the gall

what

2.3059 : 09/17/13 : Just What I Need

It could be a good thwarting

is just what I need

So despite my reporting

I should probably pay heed

to the messages of dreams

and idle thoughts' transits

Somewhere the seam gleams

but not how my heart plans it

Still the thing that I need

not in ego or wishing

Seeks the fix of my bead

until then I keep fishing

what

2.3058 : 09/16/13 : Artifacts

I can't tell if I'm getting sick

or only pining

All I know for sure is

everyone's sick of whining

So barring economic class insurgency

against the toffs

barring cryogenic

space voyage cruiser take-offs

with no possibility

of leaving here intact

I contemplate the lesson

of the artifacts

Somewhere along the wayback

lost the pressure on my chest

the good old hypochondriac

gave up, gave it a rest

the artifacts all cryptic

tell me nothing new

and I'm surely no world's savior

but I'll see my own

collection through

what

2.3057 : 09/15/13 : Work

At night you fret about

the end of days

Come light all you can

think about

is what pays

a hundred one months

past being any young turk

And there is much more

to life than work

feared pain and

unprincipled reaction

fear being forced into

ignominious retraction

the white horse's sighting

Surely slays shirk

because nothing can

fill a day like work

what

2.3056 : 09/14/13 : God Emperor of Rome

God Emperor of Carthage

God Emperor of Troy

We'll hit a few towns on the way back

What can I say I'm a growing boy

God Emperor of Dresden

God Emperor of Pompeii

Staring at a smoking mountain through dark shades

Wondering how it felt when the sky went away

God Emperor of Hiroshima

God Emperor of Detroit

You been mean and ugly for a long time

and no loopholes left to exploit

God Emperor of Babylon

God Emperor of Rome

The fire wasn't the end or beginning

It fell all the same and so will every home

God Emperor of Rome

God Emperor of Rome

Someday even the names

will disappear like foam

God Emperor of Rome

101 Curious Professions 101/101(fin): God Emperor

what

2.3055 : 09/13/13 : Story

Everyone with a story

lord how many billion

that's not to say a word

about the ghost cotillion

How do we ever get

a single thing done

You have to find a story

to share with everyone

am I naive

oh hey hell yes

am I a punk

still wanting to say yes

don't need fortune fame

homage or glory

just two feet of light

and an hour to tell the story

101 Curious Professions 100/101: Storyteller (II)

what

2.3054 : 09/12/13 : Drill In

Drill in Drill in

is it ever far enough

am I proving here today

that I have got the 

right stuff

Interested in a way

trying not to get hope up

bite the curses from my tongue

Vile I guess I better soap up

I am drilling all the day

I am drilling all the night

growing like an algal bloom

nodding like a paperwhite

101 Curious Professions 99/101: Driller

what

2.3053 : 09/11/13 : Manifest

Make manifest:

maybe time we figure out

that the lone fellow thinking it up

is not what change is about

Are there enough who can

see we don't know how

to open a channel to proceed

are we any closer now

we've had kings and philosophers

teachers and tribes

we've had glutton's banquets

of manifestos and

diatribes

ideology ain't nothing

but the gilt on

I've got mine jack

I've got no manifesto

and I think it's going to

have to be a sneak attack

101 Curious Professions 98/101: Manifesto Maker

what