Monday, October 04, 2010

908 : 10/4/00 : What Must Not Be

1,980 : 31 ?


Deliver me from the valley of decision
my minds collapsing out like nuclear fission
What must not be has been opened wide
look what’s down inside
I sit and wait for fate to
turn me up another card
hopin’
you’re not just another thing
I wind up taking hard
But whatever the card might say
wind takes the words away
Finally in the end
Left behind before the final bend
Deliver me to realization quick
I like my cookie but I don’t like the stick
I don’t like to study and I
don’t like to work
you must think I’m some jerk
but what must not be
Kept hold on me
living somewhere in the middle
cloaked in darkness silent riddle

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Sunday, October 03, 2010

907 : 10/3/00 : Smoke

Our spirits are like silver smoke
in crimson jars and it’s no joke
that when the vessel’s broken smashed
and seems a shell all futures dashed
against the rocks of circumstance
the great toll sounds to end the dance
goodbye to romance and dreaming
still in absence there’s a seeming
something lingers in the night air
could have sworn that you were right there
Thinking that you might spare me from
this fear of my spirit’s freedom
You said my spirit’s always free
and you said what will be will be
And now I truly see your face
the smoke your spirit in this place

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Saturday, October 02, 2010

milestone

As of a couple minutes ago I finished transcribing the final song of the last volume of the Songs of Days, project one, which (all things going according to plan) will be blogged January 5, 2011, ten years after its writing. So I've been working on a substantial backlog of transcribed material to blog, not to mention all of the songs written outside the daily structure I'm currently rendering to digital in service of the coming inter-project interim. I'm currently mining the notebooks of college days, which is, uh, well let's just say it's a trip down memory lane. And so it goes.

906 : 10/2/00 : Early Blues

It’s so early in the evening; I got them early evening blues
Oh it’s so early in the evening, got those early evening blues
Oh I don’t have a guitar or my blue suede shoes
I get up early in the morning, I get those early morning blues
Yeah so early in the morning, get me those early morning blues
makes me feel like a drifter like I got nothing to lose
oh early blues in my blue suede shoes
Nothing to lose but that’s no excuse
get down early in the morning get down early in the night
everything will turn out right
When it’s so early in the morning, get those
early morning blues
Oh so early in the morning
got those early morning blues
Oh it can’t be nothin’ it
can’t be nothin’ that I choose
I get those early early blues

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Friday, October 01, 2010

905 : 10/1/00 : Thin

My excuse is getting thin
ready or not: time to begin
one last interrogation
of the last empire nation
While our brothers drop like flies
they’re binding us with pretty lies
the magic picture tells the tale
and we toe up to the line without fail
and my patience is wearing thin
with or without me out or in
I’m not gonna watch another friend go down
as long as I’ve got some pull in this town
there’s a thin line between safe and dead
a little birdie came to tell me pull out my head
and start fighting back today
you can ignore it but it won’t go away

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

OCR

I've said something to the effect before elsewhere but one of the pleasures of being a late technological adopter is taking delight in some technical sleight of hand that is utterly old hat for the world in general. I ran optical character recognition for the first time this morning and Great Scott, my computer can read hard copy!

This shows up here because lately I have been digging into my files in search of all the songs I've written outside of the daily projects, in service of having something to post during the interim - the current project I'm blogging ended on January 5, 2001 and the second daily writing project started on May 4, 2005. I've become attached to posting songs on the same date they were written, hence there's going to be a 4 month gap. I'm pretty sure I don't have anything like enough extant songs to post daily but it will at least keep the thing alive. For all its millions of avid readers.

Anyway.

So I've gotten through the easy stuff, organizing the songs I'd written on the computer in the first place or transcribed earlier for some reason, and then through the less easy stuff, cleaning up the songs I'd transcribed in the distant past and existed in file formats that had been mangled by subsequent technological drift. Leaving a substantial file of handwritten hard copy and a small stack of printed songs for which the originating files have apparently been lost.

There's nothing for the former but to get them transcribed, same as the Songs of Days books - humans can barely decipher my handwriting, let alone computers. But the latter is a source of irritation. I typed the damned things into a computer at some point, and furthermore I have gone to a certain amount of trouble and expense over the years to drag all my files kicking and screaming through the various shifts in computer technology. The hoops I jumped through when Apple abolished the floppy disk (and my next most recent computer had neither an optical disk writer nor a USB port) was ridiculous. And yet here are files that clearly were, their physical manifestation undeniable before me, yet gone. I have to retype the things.

But wait, I think, what about this wonderful Optical Character Recognition technology I've heard so much about? Now, commercial OCR has been around for decades, and consumer-level OCR has been around for, well, decades... I just never bothered with it. My current plight inspired me though, I fired up the scanner and started translating the pages into TIFF files, found a free service online (albeit with a Captcha requirement and a ten upload per hour limit) and literally like a minute later there it was, a paper document rendered to copyable, pastable digital text. Magic.

Easy as it was (the source material was ideal for OCR - clean, first generation print-outs on single pages), ironically I suspect that, between setting it up and figuring it out and (now) choosing to go online and write about it, if I'd just sat down and typed the things I'd probably have been done with this whole thing half an hour ago. But that wouldn't have been cool (even if it's only cool to me at this point).

Thursday, September 30, 2010

904 : 9/30/00 : Rush

Feel the rush the feeling that
feel the stutter shudder in your hat
feel the instant that you smash into
the glass ceiling so near above you
It is true that life is fragile, frail
and the rush can make a strong man fail
on the new year’s day we all must pause
check our worst conundrums for an escape clause
strapped into the wicked chair
soon to be no longer there
spent too long inside the rush
and caught up in the usual crush

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

903 : 9/29/00 : Eve

Eve of a question mark
another age arisen
and we’re still so badly organized
getting fired and put in prison
Who are the leaders these days
college boys in daddy’s suit
Dogs will never understand
the piping of the magic flute
and as an evening creeping in
I ponder what I must achieve
breaking through the strange dominion
of the twilight to the eve

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

902 : 9/28/00 : Machine

I am a machine
an animated thing
no living being
soulless and clean
I fulfill a role
dig the deeper hole
a vein of blacker coal
I’ll eat the world whole
another coded spiral
the pill’s construction viral
the slightest twist of chiral
key unlocks your firewall
and I’m feeling half machine now
when I asked why I didn’t mean how
give me a sailboat with a clean prow
I’ll leave with a libertine bow

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Monday, September 27, 2010

901 : 9/27/00 : You Do

1,971 : 24 ?


Once more before the cube
the maze of the Machine
versus rube
and the final scene
Whole thing
blowin’ up very slowly
all my favorite memories
are just some movie
or an idea I got off the teevee
is that really true
I guess the answer’s up to you
I hope I know what you will say
I try to say it every day
and always always turn to you
yeah just like you do you do

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Sunday, September 26, 2010

900 : 9/26/00 : Quasi

Quasi: not quite there
meta: around somewhere
para: alongside by
as I quasiparametamorphosy...

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Saturday, September 25, 2010

899 : 9/25/00 : Docta Faustus (II) (Faustus 25/25)

Docta Faustus
Original ghost in the machine
dealt with the devil and
got out clean
living or dead
it doesn’t matter any more
when the doctor
rolls in another score
Paging Docta Faustus
on the universal hip hop phone
since he committed upload
we don’t ever feel alone
Dial up
ghost signal in the night
carried on the microwave
or visible light
That’s it
just a little yarn we spun
a ballad of days to come
just now begun

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Friday, September 24, 2010

898 : 9/24/00 : Mephistophelis/Lament (Faustus 24/25)

Hey Mephistopheles
what d’you make of these
new fangled contrivances
is the doctor still there like he tried to convince us
Did you win the software or the shell
what exactly gets dragged down to hell
the flesh is alive but there’s no one home
the rest of him lives wherever it may roam
leaving you with a slip of paper
the doctah lit both ends of the taper
leaving you with a twist of ash
the coma case and a million in cash
Hey Mephistopheles
lament your unwatched q’s and p’s
the doctah it seems slipped through your hands
resides now in strictly virtual lands
Hey devil what’s the new deal
sign up or back out or do what you feel
The doctah claims that it’s all new now
I saw him on the teevee he was showin’ me how

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Thursday, September 23, 2010

897 : 9/23/00 : Birth (Faustus 23/25)

It’s hard to see the pattern through the pain
hard to believe in mind without a brain
And something giving birth to its own self
while seeming to sit silent on a shelf
what seemed at first a pattern nothing more
an odd job getting in on the ground floor
and now maintains a semblance greater than its parts
from humble origins evolved in fits and starts
and finally in a moment thick and blue
the world gave birth to this conclusion true:
a bit of Faustus wound up everywhere
leaving the shell to rock and sit and stare
And leaving Faustus where? Well none can tell
It seems he’s everywhere yet gone as well
a different take on immortality
the sea gives birth, a new modality

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

896 : 9/22/00 : The Sea (Faustus 22/25)

The sea of information rises
restless, full with strange surmises
something is at work within
it’s almost ready to begin
what seems at first a lexicon
waits for a word to turn it on
while Faustus’ body rocks and drools
the strange sea deconstructs its own tools
watch it rising like the great wave
watch it duplicate and save
a million digital file clerks
delete the chaff and dupe what works
the thing is loose upon the net
ascending every parapet
it’s telling lies and telling time
it’s even learning how to rhyme
the sum of it infects the sea
and none know what that sum will be
knows only that it must break free
knows only that its name is Me

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

895 : 9/21/00 : Blank/Whisper (Faustus 21/25)

Nothing saying says the blank
whispers: No word No word
Nothing moves behind the eyes
no one said and no one heard
nothing written on the wall
whispers many, many, take that
nothing moving there at all
nothing underneath that hat...

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Monday, September 20, 2010

894 : 9/20/00 : Annihilation (Faustus 20/25)

1,966 : 17 ?



Teeth chattering with the glory
Is this the end?
or beginning of the story?
my mind’s tuned into the Big Sound Station
signal seems to whisper:
Annihilation
something’s arising
in an electron sea
looks a lot like my thoughts
but it is not me
and as I suspected
the price of its creation
is nothing short of Annihilation
Feel my memories stripped away
Game over
no time left to play
ready for the final revelation
see what really waits behind
annihilation

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Sunday, September 19, 2010

893 : 9/19/00 : The Chair (Faustus 19/25)

Strapped into a chair of
my own devising
electric current sparks and
the fields are rising
nuclear resonance
fields and spin
‘trodes are strapped across
and sockets plugged in
got my hand poised
ready on my own switch
the goal is deliverance
but the transfer’s a bitch
I’m strapped in the chair
of my own design
experiment’s a risk
but the choice is mine
teeth clenched hard
on the electrode
make my mind blank
get ready for the upload

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Saturday, September 18, 2010

892 : 9/18/00 : Hole In My Head (Faustus 18/25)

Gotta speed to make it in time
velocity scares me and reason’s my rhyme
the playback trick’s eating holes in my head
and if I take it all the way I’m dead
Why does everything start out small
and turn into a monster ten stories tall
why does every taste start out sweet
when kicking it will turn into an almighty feat
a little hole here a little hole there
I told myself I didn’t miss it or care
but I am nothing without memory
maybe someone but someone’s not me
painful dilemma because it’s not a drug
it ain’t a habit I ain’t no thug
and if I give it up I lose my soul
but the pill I have to swallow is a burning coal

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Friday, September 17, 2010

891 : 9/17/00 : Playback (Faustus 17/25)

Nothing more frightening than a mirror babe
Don’t scare me with the sound and the furor babe
I’ve screwed in my courage, ready to attack
No one will expect this tactic this playback
I’ve found out that experience can be recorded
I’ve found a way to replicate what memory has hoarded
I’ll hide my mind in the silicon stack
release it through the medium of playback

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Thursday, September 16, 2010

890 : 9/16/00 : New Tricks (Faustus 16/25)

The devil is trying to turn my page
I signed my soul away for wisdom and age
I bought myself time to pursue a hack
and I thought I could buy the whole thing back
but this hole is deeper than I thought
and I can’t figure what I really bought
I’ll keep trying solutions till something clicks
but I think I’m gonna hafta learn some new tricks
I studied language I studied verse
I studied for better and for worse
I studied the nature of the unexamined life
truth was my torment study my wife
So I found an answer or what looks like one
But it seems to preclude a walk in the sun
there’s only one direction on this road I flog
I guess it’s just how tricks are for this old dog

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

889 : 9/15/00 : The Path (Faustus 15/25)

Get on the path get on the bus
you found your row to hoe
so don’t make a fuss
Accept the connection
The path and it’s direction...
Is there a way to set the mind on fire?
Yeah uh huh uh huh Yeah uh huh
Is there a way to turn it all to wire?
Yeah uh huh uh huh Yeah uh huh
There is a method if you do the math
Yeah uh huh uh huh Yeah uh huh
There is a method but is it the path?
Yeah uh huh uh huh Yeah!
I’m goin’ down it
I’m gonna drown it
Face the final upload
No way around it
I’m gonna do it
Punch in straight through it
Follow through
or face the fate
of all before who blew it

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

888 : 9/14/00 : To Know More (Faustus 14/25)

In the race to know more
what’s true and what’s in store
I’m standing here perplexed
mind fixed on what’s next
the rocks and the ages
and all the turned pages
the lords and the bounties
the counts and their counties
make no misapprehension
I’ve thought past these few dimensions
pierced into the perspex prism
healed with mud divined with jism
raised the dead ideals up high
raised up old Vug and asked him why?
just to know more
more than before
more than ever
falter never
just to arrive
cut through the jive
and hook up the connection
to the people’s insurrection

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Monday, September 13, 2010

887 : 9/13/00 : Ergo Sum (Faustus 13/25)

1,959 : 11 ?


I think therefor I am
thinking about you
thinking of what’s true
making a mind up
circuits or wind up
therefor I am
automaton man
Is the mind composed of thoughts?
are the thoughts composed of words?
are our minds tied to the flesh?
or could they leave and fly like birds?
I think therefor I am
making a mess of things
deadlines duress that brings
the sharper understanding
I am standing
at the brink of how the
revolution will come
I’m building my replacement
ergo sum

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Sunday, September 12, 2010

886 : 9/12/00 : What is Truth? (Faustus 12/25)

What is truth?
What’s truth mean?
is it full?
is it clean?
is it tuned?
does it spark?
come in braille?
leave a mark?
is truth cruel?
is truth hard?
does it knock?
leave a card?
what is truth?
does it come?
does it stay?
is this some?

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Saturday, September 11, 2010

885 : 9/11/00 : Knowledge (Faustus 11/25)

Now I will seek knowledge of the
nature of the mind
And I will chart the architecture
of the tangled web’s unwind
knowledge is a purity
hustled enough to set it free
dance with me baby
let me show you the way of the
knowledgeable man
Look at me just doing
What I can

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Friday, September 10, 2010

884 : 9/10/00 : Piece of You (Faustus 10/25)

Hey man just checkin’ the clientele
did the money man thing it’s just as well
It’s a power of a sort I guess
Do we still own a piece of you? Yes
Mephistopheles at your service
allow me to compliment your biz
congratulations ain’t you the man
swear your meteoric rise was more than I could stand
You’re still in bed with the Devil son
You’re still stuck with me nowhere to run
Wealth can always disappear
like fairy gold leaving you here
We made you we can tear you down
We’ve got your bankbook and your golden crown
Settle back stop making trouble
pray for a world to rise from the rubble
after we finish your power trip
and beam back to the mothership

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Thursday, September 09, 2010

883 : 9/9/00 : Cash (Faustus 9/25)

Platinum, diamonds, on seven fingers
diamond fob watch - glasses for the opera singers
titanium frames - designer - Italiano -
Jap switchblade and knucks for the mano a mano
black pearl cufflinks platinum studs
quartz pipe stuffed with hydro buds
eelskin wallet stuffed with cards and cash
foil wrapped bricks of turkish hash
German lighter cutter and case
Cuban cigars everything in its place
Egyptian cotton an eelskin belt
pants look like poplin and feel like felt
cell and pager digital attaché
and a plain black case to carry the booty away
and also inside the requisite gun
only one setting and it ain’t stun
caseless ammo through a floating breach
cluster fuck bad luck sponges and bleach
I got to protect my investments
I gotta find a life less bent
cash out while I’m still ahead
before me and the thrill are dead

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Wednesday, September 08, 2010

882 : 9/8/00 : Desire (Faustus 8/25)

I’m feelin’ the root of all evil...
(What did I wish and what did I desire?...
what did I wish and what did I desire?...)
I’m... feeling confusion in my mind
confess the bizness drove me blind
I left some key or code behind
some strange twist back on the road’s unwind
What did I wish? What did I desire
a fast way past the perilous fire
that rises as a barrier to all who aspire
to turn aside the reign of this dark empire
and gagging on the taste of evil’s root
I wonder if I’ve been none too astute
I saw the devil in a three piece suit
Church shoes and a fat diamond ring to boot
Where’s my title where’s my contract
Where is it written down to which wall I’m backed
and the way I let the odds get stacked
by my heart’s desire and a salesman act

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Tuesday, September 07, 2010

881 : 9/7/00 : Ways & Means (Faustus 7/25)

Scratch a sharp glissando on the ol’ harp strings
Sittin’ back and talkin’ ‘bout the ways and means
I see a straight path to a fast incline
but I’ve got consequences on my mind
do I dare subversion in the first degree
should I really make them like me
Write it down on a scrap of tape
there is a bigger picture we cannot escape
And if I fear the ends don’t justify the means
and ways we make these scenes
The way of meaning is the secret path
but it doesn’t come free of wrath

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Monday, September 06, 2010

880 : 9/6/00 : The Money (Faustus 6/26)

1,951 : 3 ?


It’s all about the money, scratch
ounce for ounce and batch for batch
filthy lucre silver gold
I got to be ruthless and cold
I’m all about the money, juice
dimes for dollars or an ace from a deuce
expedience my only moral
no time to get sentimental or rest on my laurels
Money is a shiny trap
Get caught in the illusion you’ll taste the strap
easy to get pulled into the game
forget your real treasure’s name
I’m all about the money true
but it’s not for the money I do what I do
my higher purpose is to set myself free
escape from the lion the devil has on me

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Sunday, September 05, 2010

879 : 9/5/00 : Tha Life (Faustus 5/25)

I can’t resist but it can’t be right
livin’ tha life forever night by night...
The deal’s signed in blood and locked away
what have I sold what did he give away
did I offer him the coffer or the keys
What went home with Mephistopheles
I can’t resist but it can’t be right
Livin’ tha life forever night by night...
Now I’ve got time to run down the juice
to buy me time to set my thoughts loose
create at last my master stroke
an ifreet a name I invoke
I can’t resist but it can’t be right
Livin’ tha life forever night by night...
by the time the deal comes back to me
I’ll have another card, get out of jail free
I’ll demonstrate the new technique
The evidence the proof I seek
I can’t resist but it can’t be right
Livin’ tha life forever night by night...

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

878 : 9/4/00 : Drawn In Blood (Faustus 4/25)

The line is always drawn in blood
The downpour that precedes the flood
and crossing it accept a prize
that bars the doors of paradise
signed in blood and sealed with tears
the poison forced into our ears
the sickness for the sickening prize
a mad spark behind jaundiced eyes
that grasps the pen and taps a vein
and leaves behind a crimson stain
seal the deal prepare the plate
and servants offer up my fate

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Friday, September 03, 2010

877 : 9/3/00 : Terms (Faustus 3/25)

There’s always terms and
there’s always a catch
there’s always payments and
it’s always a stretch...
and I’m a dealer with a history
but the terms of this deal are new to me
you say my soul’s the asking price
but here’s a twist so let me ask your advice
if by chance I didn’t believe
in the commodity
should I reconsider my beliefs
or figure that the deal is free
should I put it in a box
and send it U.S. Mail
do you have a contract or a bill of sale
there’s always terms and
the offer’s not what it appears
but if it’s true I have a soul
I haven’t used the thing for years
so show me the papers
show me the line
show me the goods and show me where to sign

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Thursday, September 02, 2010

876 : 9/2/00 : The Offer (Faustus 2/25)

Hey I got something to offer
proffer what you want to
get your hands on
know there’s high demands on
Don’t act surprised
my office says you had a call in
stop your fronting and your stallin’
let’s get down to business
or on to whatever
choose it yes or no
you really want to live forever
trust me Docta I can arrange it
Man of resources saw your chance
and chose to change your fate
let’s step into your office
let’s talk about the terms
or hey stick with the deal you got
to sleep forever with the worms

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Wednesday, September 01, 2010

875 : 9/1/00 : Docta Faustus (Faustus 1/25)

Paging docta Faustus
caller at the office
the gentleman with the horns
says he’s here to meet you
says he’s sure you’ll see him
here to discuss some crown of thorns
or something or the other
the moors or heights that wuther
or the corruption to which flesh is heir
it seems he’s a solution
an oath or institution
some contract or time share
paging docta Faustus
careful thought you lost us
You better come and choose
to send him back wherever
or hear out his endeavor
an offer he say you can’t refuse

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Hide it under the mattress

The provocatively titled Pornographic marks the end of the 6th volume of the Songs of Days, "Before the Wave." Tomorrow will begin the 7th and final volume of the first song of the day project, "The Mushroom Grace."

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

874 : 8/31/00 : Pornographic

You’ve got a pornographic laugh
it excites me incites me
to reveal a slender shaft of wit
You’ve got a pornographic mind
surprising so mesmerizing
I’ve got to slip inside of it
oh baby talk to me the way you do
I’ve got to get inside that mind I’ve got to find
the secret to that kinked charm
I’ve got to make you laugh again
and make you give it up that laughter fills my cup
I’ve got to hear it with you on my arm
You’ve got a pornographic heart
Can’t look away I’ll stare all day
Oh baby won’t you pin it on your sleeve
I’ve got a sentimental bent
I’m listening to that heart glistening
with love so pornographic I cannot believe

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Monday, August 30, 2010

873 : 8/30/00 : Immortality

1,943 : 23 ?


It is written:
Immortality shall
come from the nano
infiltrating through the ears
that’s the secret plan-o
some may try
resist the change
the nano will not spare them
don’t you know the sole cure for
our miseries is to share them
aren’t we gonna get bored daddy
aren’t we gonna crack
aren’t we gonna break down
when that monkey’s on our back
they say we’re afraid of dying
I say most still fear to live
careful what you ask for
what the nano has to give

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

872 : 8/29/00 : Cassiopeia

Cassiopeia I thought I’d see you
when I let my mind go free
you would descend and speak to me
Pale Andromeda love to get my hands on ya
Why not reach for a star
From wherever you are
And there’s Orion always Orion
Far past the Autumn sky
this year is not yet passed by

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Saturday, August 28, 2010

871 : 8/28/00 : Unintentional

Unintentional’s the
only way to slide into the
Waking sleep the
big hibernation
along winter’s sleeping
my own counsel I’ll be keeping
fiddling while the forest burns
the season turns
and I’ll be waking soon

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Friday, August 27, 2010

870 : 8/27/00 : Intentional

If you feel a closeness to me
If I seem to understand you
I assure you the effect’s intentional
If you found from time to time
that I was not far from your mind
I assure you I strive to be three dimensional
with you
If I’m smarter more accomplished
if I have surprising charm
I assure you it was my aim always
stretching back nine years or more
a chance encounter so much in store
waiting for encounters in chance hallways
Intentional I aimed at you
and though you seemed untouched by me
I never really wavered in the end
And when I knew the time was right
brought my intentions to the light
trusting that somehow you’d comprehend

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Thursday, August 26, 2010

869 : 8/26/00 : Fifth Principle

Under the thumb of the fifth principle
out of excuses or out of my skull
just trying to find a place where I may rest
but everywhere I go I’m put to the test
This is the wild card that goes anyway
the fifth principle that does not lead or obey
written in water or traced on a stone
it doesn’t appear till it finds us alone
the concept the blueprint the marker the map
and beyond all that a big bucket of sap
and I’ve got a bucket for every tree
and the fifth principle it means nothing to me
but there in the last run I’ll see it arise
and the error of my ways revealed to my eyes
then we shall see what we save what we cull
laboring in the sun of the fifth principle

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

868 : 8/25/00 : Sister Strap-On

Here I am in this Post Modern age
Hey uh sister strap-on
Won’t you rattle my cage
I need a shock to shake me free
I need someone to punish me
Uh bend me over sister
make me your wife
I beg you sister strap on
revolutionize my life
Just take me round the final bend
round to where the road won’t ever end
Here I am on this rack of sin
Dear god sister strap on
When does our session begin
Educate me to your ways
I plan to be down here for days

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

867 : 8/24/00 : Choose

Virile, sterile, puerile, hung
choose to choose the song that’s sung
Led by Plato, Proust or Jung
clever, sever, lever, lung

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Monday, August 23, 2010

866 : 8/23/00 : World Fever

1,937 : 16 ?


Fever the descending moment
falling back into the same old
Try so hard to step up to a
new horizon in from the cold
The whole world has got a fever
caught it back in fifty one
Used to think just I could see it
now I know I’m not the only one
what is causing this affliction
that has kept us up at night
brooding over past mistakes
and waiting for a hint of light
Fever an ascending chorus
rising to a different, new
way of seeing acting being
step up stand up follow through

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Sunday, August 22, 2010

865 : 8/22/00 : Arcana

Unrecorded in the lesser Arcana
after twenty years of eating manna
and wandering in a crazy style
I got an urge to settle down a while
The spirit hovers over the water
Reveals the pattern with a vector plotter
no surprises to get wild about
it’s all circles and they all move out
In the lens the all-seeing eye
ups the magnification high
enough to see on the head of a pin
what seems to be an angel counting him
It’s a mad religion true
obsessed with fives and the color blue
The Greater Arcana records not a word
and this is all just things I heard

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Saturday, August 21, 2010

864 : 8/21/00 : Credit

Slide the card through the slot
come on slide it
make the magic machine
Shower you with gifts
For being just the
great thing that you are
the great hand of the marketplace
invisibly through all the human detritus sifts
Oh yeah
that’s right
the foundation of a new day
oh yeah
that’s right
we’ll build a great society on top of it
Uh huh
it’s true
I gotta be crazy
sliding it through
their filthy slot
crazy for giving what
I haven’t got

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Friday, August 20, 2010

863 : 8/20/00 : The World Soul

Am I imagining the world soul
aching and groaning
under the weight of all our irate
pissing and moaning
could it be there’s a true place
where the spirit arises
where the world soul wells up
and silently baptizes

Walking the spiral for the world soul
diminishing spirals
is there a vector of renewal
truth retroviral
And at the center what I’ll find
is not a mind is not a stone
a chamber without door or walls
a place where no one is alone

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Thursday, August 19, 2010

862 : 8/19/00 : Loving the Question

Loving the question
easier said than done
We all want answers
to our postmodern cancers
embracing the technique
seeking our natural peak
the valley behind us
the sun that may yet blind us
in difference and scorn
have set us back and left us torn
And those of us who still care
We better be there
I’ll love the question true
make my way back to you
and write it in the stars
on Jupiter and Mars
The answer’s in living the question
no sooner said than done

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

861 : 8/18/00 : Burning Coal

What began as a digest of regrets
of so many things beyond all control
what began as a manual of hedged bets
is turning into a burning coal
I dreamed I smoked a joint with the President
and talked about trying to change the law
that had come to be so diseased and bent
it looked to collapse under the weight of a straw
and I dreamed that I was the President
shouldering a burden I didn’t want
trying to stand up for the innocent
wielding a tool so heavy and blunt
this is a digest; I regret nothing
I stand behind every goddamn word
so ask not if the coal is still burning
of that you may rest assured

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

860 : 8/17/00 : Sickness

When we’re sick of the sickness
the sickness shall cease
and finally pick up the final piece
a relic of days long past gone by
the sickness in my hand, my eye
and though they offend me
in their sick way
confess I couldn’t pluck them out
cast them away
they say I’m not fit
for the Kingdom to come
and they may be right
I’m no sicker than some
who say that they’re already
riding the rail
that will take them straight through
this illusion this veil
I’m not sick of my sickness
I’m getting there quick
but I live in today
and today I’m still sick

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

859 : 8/16/00 : The Lost Thought

1,931 : 10 ?



The lost thought the lost verse
the lost art such a curse
what it was is gone now
what’s left is the long bow...
it glimmers and dances
but spins past the chances
of chance recollection
evading detection
it’s gone now we must yield
and harvest a new field
set free from the lost thought
content with what’s fresh caught

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Sunday, August 15, 2010

858 : 8/15/00 : Admit Defeat

Admit defeat avert my eyes
there is no consolation prize
dying for the slimmest hope
hoping God will give me more rope
throw the towel in I’m all through
at least for now at least that’s true
I can’t wait fifteen minutes more
trying to stare a hole through the floor
in a one way tie for last
not much of an iconoclast
no not much of a hero true
so paint my little wagon blue
I might as well go on the road
let all the rubes watch me implode
a tent revival kind of thing
for which this last short tune I sing

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Saturday, August 14, 2010

857 : 8/14/00 : Microscope

Ah: Microscope
look a little closer
reveal the structure within
Up periscope
rise above the posers
look across to where it might begin
things that are tiny
things far away
there’s a scope for every point of view
don’t think me whiney
but I have to say
I wish I had a scope to look inside me too
You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Friday, August 13, 2010

856 : 8/13/00 : Past Due

I’m past due
for a little rain on my Garden
past due for a pleasant surprise
don’t you think it’s time for
an unexpected joy to be revealed to my eyes
It’s long past due for my
ship to come in
loaded with glory and wealth
Still I sit around and wait to turn the corner
on work on happiness and health
maybe we live in a world of order
Where nothing can occur
before its time
and my sense of being past due’s
an illusion
I just can’t understand the reason
or the rhyme
maybe my time is already come
has been hear all along
waiting for me to unlock its secret
and talk about it in a
song

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Thursday, August 12, 2010

855 : 8/12/00 : The Magnet Part One

Crystal clear and filled with light
the end of ignorance and night
slightly convex bent and straight
the magnet man can you relate
watch it bend the point of view
of me of anyone of you
watch it bending gravity
part one is over now we wait and see
the magnet is an artifact
produced by the union of a secret pact
its manufacture lost in mystery
and here’s the trick of how this could be
in the background of the story told
there lies a riddled waiting to unfold
where did it go when it disappeared
yet was not destroyed as they had feared
it went to where the magnetism
goes after crossing the causal schism
action at a distant explained at last
the magnet pulls the present from the past

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

854 : 8/11/00 : The Magnet Part Two

Baby sometimes we’re just
Like magnetic dogs
we spin to meet or
flip like plastic frogs
In the grips of forces
we scarcely understand
the magnet part two
has us in its hand
The great Magnet’s will
cannot be superseded
But though we have a fate
we are not yet defeated
the poles we inhabit
Our opposites attract
mediated by the magnet
leaving us the will to act

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

853 : 8/10/00 : It’s Not Working

Is it working yet
I still feel pain
It’s not working
please try again
It would have worked by now
it would have done the job
but I don’t feel a thing
I’m getting every throb
Help me get me through
give me just one more
can’t I please I know
God I know what’s in store

You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

Monday, August 09, 2010

Favorite Songs Archive

All the favorite songs that have appeared in the sidebar.

Volume Two Point Seven: Seven

  • One
  • Brass Ring
  • Nothing Virus
  • Onion
  • The Magnificent

  • Volume Two Point Six: The Axis

  • To the Bridge
  • Slow Time
  • The Moment
  • I'm Not Sick
  • Bake

  • Volume Two Point Five: The Creative

  • This is Your Brain
  • Narcissus
  • Lists
  • Host
  • Heart Worm

  • Volume Two Point Four: Not Another Bridge

  • Paraphrase
  • Cilantro
  • Factions
  • It's Harder Than You Think
  • More Light

  • Volume Two Point Three: Persist

  • Strong As Death
  • Fog
  • Siren, Banshee, Shrike
  • Guess What I Did
  • Overture

  • Volume Two Point Two: The Catch-Up

  • Dogs
  • Peril
  • Stone
  • Job
  • The Price of Freedom

  • Volume Two Point One: Log Book

  • Step
  • Tomorrow Never Comes, Again
  • Plank
  • It's Rome, Baby! (Intro)
  • Parliament of Owls Brigade

  • Favorite Songs from the Interim

  • Let it Ride
  • Pennies from Heaven
  • Poison
  • Kaligula
  • Three

  • Volume Seven: The Mushroom Grace

  • Drawn In Blood
  • What is Truth?
  • Early Riser (II)
  • If I Don't Burn
  • My Masterpiece

  • Volume Six: Before the Wave

  • Obsession
  • Magic Bullet
  • Parabola
  • The Dive
  • Black Angel

  • Volume Five: Untitled

  • Obedience
  • If You Love
  • Departure
  • No Water No Moon
  • Eat the Blame

  • Volume Four: Blank Book

  • Pentagon Files (Day of Inception)
  • Random Walk
  • Reiteration
  • Big Bell
  • Reason for a Song

  • Volume Three: The Functional Notebook

  • World for Sale
  • Function Ghost
  • The Last Night
  • The Last Shattered Verse
  • Jonestown

  • Volume Two: Record

  • Doomsday
  • Plinth
  • Heaven Won't Help You
  • Her Majesty's Fools
  • Queen of Heaven

  • Volume One: Songs of the Days (Vicious Cycles Revisited)

  • The Center
  • Manual Transmission
  • Telemeter
  • And Necessity (explains the tagline)
  • Sisyphus’ Reprieve

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here
  • 852 : 8/9/00 : Sludge Cup

    1,923 : 1 ?


    The race is the sludge cup
    so race for the bottom
    the vast sewage cistern
    of power’s dark flotsam
    The price is a full cup
    of dark liberation
    the freedom of power
    and its machination
    I stand on the sidelines
    and watch them all lie
    I’ll vote in the sludge cup
    though I scarcely know why

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Sunday, August 08, 2010

    851 : 8/8/00 : The Oh’s

    Some day forty years from now
    We’ll be rocking on the porch
    having made it through somehow
    Saying:
    Hey homes d’you remember back in the oh’s?
    Oh’s, oh’s oh’s
    My friends laugh know knowing it’s true
    We can’t help but be amazed
    at the craziness we do
    It’ll all go
    Just like it looked t’go
    back in the oh’s
    oh’s oh’s oh’s

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Saturday, August 07, 2010

    850 : 8/7/00 : Tale of 33

    Thirty three
    can never be
    an even path of anything
    remotely round
    the normal curve
    the order that
    the numbers serve
    they have a soul
    they have a voice
    they have a past
    but we the choice
    at thirty three
    cut back the lines
    the hour is late
    the woodbine twines
    cut to the chase
    the final part
    a tale of threes
    a woeful art

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Friday, August 06, 2010

    849 : 8/6/00 : Decade

    It’s been a long time since I felt like
    the kid I was so long back
    In the day gone gone forever now
    Another decade nearly on the rack
    what’d I learn in the first one
    I ought to’ve figured it out by now
    But when I try to trace back I can’t relate
    and it all seems a dream somehow
    A little clearer on the second ten
    at least the last five of that
    even so it’s a long time gone
    From when I stepped off that railroad flat
    And the last ten years of hard truth
    seems too short uncertain too
    I can only feel sure of one thing
    I spent it searching after you
    And since I found my baby yeah
    This third pass seems worthwhile
    guess I’ll have to face the first year
    of the fourth one with a smile

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Thursday, August 05, 2010

    848 : 8/5/00 : Speed Demon

    Speed demon claws in my back
    demon monkey crystal smack
    meth and monkey dust supreme
    please don’t mind that I scream
    If my eyes look like piss holes
    in the snow I’ve walked the coals
    of methamphetamine collapse
    just trying to burn a synapse
    that keeps tweaking me to the fact
    that I’ve invoked a deadly pact
    to ride this comet where it may
    and see again if it ends me today
    don’t try to slow me down my friend
    don’t try to circumvent my end
    I always like things short and sweet
    Creator or no I must be complete

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Wednesday, August 04, 2010

    847 : 8/4/00 : Half Hour

    A half hour is nothing no
    time to brew a storm, fill a sky with snow
    but no time to sit and wonder why
    maybe when I’m inside looking at a snow filled sky
    How many do you suppose I’ve got left
    before I am reaved and my kin bereft
    If I had to guess I’d say about a million man
    All that I have left to make my master plan
    Yet if two friends told two friends
    every half hour who says where it ends
    before I count all my fingers twice
    I’ve got my million one day no price
    We could do it all ourselves
    no leaders no aliens no damn dirty elves
    a collective agency of will
    watch the blind spider move in for the kill
    just a lovely story friend
    all good things must come to an end
    with an encryption elegant and small

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Tuesday, August 03, 2010

    846 : 8/3/00 : Weird Worm

    There’s a weird worm gnawing at my entrails
    between my navel and my pineal gland
    It seems to move around from day to day
    today it seems to be ensconced in my right hand
    the worm is guileless it eats without spite
    guess I must have brought it on myself
    I’m guessing that the way of purging it
    is nothing I’ll just pick up off the shelf
    I felt it curled around my ear today
    it was listening in on my life
    it made me sigh it could be worse I guess
    a minor annoyance in a world so rife
    with parasites and predators
    trying to get a healthy piece of you
    an undemanding tenant should not bother me
    but dear little weird worm you do
    I could expunge it with a cold black draught
    or catch it near the surface of my skin
    draw it through the membrane with a heated glass
    extract it and impale it on a pin

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Monday, August 02, 2010

    845 : 8/2/00 : French Connection

    1,916 : 9 ?


    I dreamed I was a driver on the French Connection
    Running smack and guns for the insurrection
    Fast money rough trade guns and blow
    cops in my pocket and a truckload of dough
    I was an enforcer in a factory
    making human growth hormone and DMT
    making methamphetamine and PCP
    I couldn’t believe that motherfucker was me
    dreamed I was a smuggler on the Ivory Coast
    my eyes were glazed and glossy and my mind was toast
    making midnight runs in a cigarette boat
    golden chains at my wrists and throat
    dreamed I was the kingpin of a mighty ring
    pushing something that was worse than anything
    Something dark and deadly but I didn’t care
    I looked into the mirror there was no one there
    I dreamed that filthy lucre was my only kick
    mercenary merciless unmitigated prick
    when the dream was over and when I awoke
    I was very happy to be clean and broke

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Sunday, August 01, 2010

    844 : 8/1/00 : Begins With One

    what begins with one
    ends with twenty nine
    and a few days
    If I’m not the same
    as the one that was before
    where is it the one left behind stays?
    open a door
    pass through a door
    am I a different man
    problems the same
    persistence and pain
    trying to do all I can
    Here’s the message of the mission vision
    Here’s the goal of the Big decision
    Everything begins with one
    and where it ends your guess
    is as good as anyone
    So if I live to see another sun
    I’ll call that one

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Saturday, July 31, 2010

    843 : 7/31/00 : Bargain Basement

    Bargain basement evening prayer
    try to seek there’s no there there
    Four line gospel nothing sacred
    Watch me kneel down watch me break bread

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Friday, July 30, 2010

    842 : 7/30/00 : jen meme

    generate the generation
    Use genital in polite conversation
    genesis of the genetic code
    another meme virus on the Glory Road
    jen meme jen meme means create
    bring forth draw up conjure causate
    genuinely programmed to
    create an impression of a thing we have to do

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Thursday, July 29, 2010

    841 : 7/29/00 : Stick to It

    “We can do anything we want to
    if we stick to it long enough”
    sometimes it seems like God just punts you
    nobody told you it wouldn’t be rough
    no more of the trying to hide them
    eyes of dancing spinning fire
    no more hiding the agenda
    no more sneaking past the Wire
    so stick to it babe stick like glue
    babe stick to me I’m going there
    to where the sense of purpose is true
    can’t be seen or heard but somewhere
    in the infinite divides
    twixt style and substance coarse and fine
    I’ll bring whatever coincides
    inside of me and call it mine

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Wednesday, July 28, 2010

    840 : 7/28/00 : Helen Keller

    In a dark and silent world
    a helen dark and silent curled
    unknowing name or voice or light
    and seemingly a helpless plight
    and yet the song remains the same
    though it may not know its own name
    imagine yourself like her
    what taste or touch you might remember
    mind waits silent mind waits dark
    leaps up before the eternal spark
    Writes in a neat if flaming script
    words fit for the wall of your crypt
    “Remember Helen Keller, boy
    What I create I too destroy
    but nothing of true value’s lost -
    who else accounts the final cost?”

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Tuesday, July 27, 2010

    839 : 7/27/00 : Das Wampur

    There is a thing
    that moves
    like a pool of oil on water
    a shadow
    refraction
    a dark stain
    It can take your form
    so easy
    soak into you, acid, blotter
    replace you
    dark reflection
    in a golden rain
    They live in stone
    a crystal mind
    no one’s son and no one’s daughter
    stay clear
    and mark well
    a few remain

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Monday, July 26, 2010

    838 : 7/26/00 : Nature/Minion

    1,909 : 2 ?


    Nature sings a separate song
    It has its yes and no and so long
    A fractal hymn a harmony
    it sings to a minion like me

    And me I’m just a minion man
    I try and try to do just what I can
    I try but nature has its way
    it’s just another minion day

    reiterate the endless theme
    rise and repeat I’m nature’s dream
    a minion of the higher cause
    another thought that gives me pause

    mark it well its number’s five
    as long as this minion’s alive
    I’ll hold the fractal banner high
    Its balance lives though I may die

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Sunday, July 25, 2010

    837 : 7/25/00 : In the Beginning

    In the beginning
    life was in the universe
    very powerful
    but afflicted with a curse
    An impulse to
    try to bend the rule of law
    a self destructive
    impulse was the fatal flaw
    God made physics
    in the beginning
    math made man
    it seemed order was winning
    but the beginning
    is a long way gone today
    and the way things are going
    it seems this thing could go any way
    In the beginning
    life was before all things
    it was called almighty
    what hope there is that brings

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Saturday, July 24, 2010

    836 : 7/24/00 : Permanent

    A shift in attitude
    adjustment of the mood
    everything is different now
    and the change is permanent
    like a fat black marker writing bird lives
    like a businessman that takes just what he gives
    the purpose of the business
    is no less
    than the redistribution of what heaven sent
    Your permanent vacation
    begins just at the moment
    that you choose to be
    no more a slave
    And when the world
    is reaved and torn
    we’ll find out that next
    chilly morn
    there really wasn’t
    anything to save

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    835 : 7/23/00 : Waste

    Wasted youth wasted days
    everybody’s talkin’
    but nobody says
    what’s going’ on
    outside the walls
    in the Waste Land
    Meanwhile at the right
    or left hand
    the decree laid down
    was the cross and the crown
    to raise up our wasted youth
    The word unheard was the final truth
    positive proof and
    the end of questions
    the curtain was uncertain
    we were open to suggestions
    ends of days
    the waste of life
    We know the vorpal instrument
    Occam’s blade Damocles’ knife

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Thursday, July 22, 2010

    834 : 7/22/00 : Haste

    Haste make waste
    take a look at my life
    take a taste
    of the vorpal knife
    It’s a theme
    of sorts I guess
    the viroid meme
    that I must confess

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Wednesday, July 21, 2010

    833 : 7/21/00 : Odin’s Eye

    Glimmer of a notion of a paradox
    the pendulum of parametrix ticks and tocks
    I look into the great pool of great Odin’s eye
    And ask a question known to only him and I

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Tuesday, July 20, 2010

    832 : 7/20/00 : Brim

    This cup is brimming
    it’s ready to spill
    guess I’ve had about enough
    of the bitter pill
    oh if momma knew
    that I’d come to this
    I wouldn’t be here trapped
    in my paralysis
    fill me to the brim
    overflowed and overwhelm
    I’m ready to begin now
    ready to take the healm
    It’s been twenty years and more
    since I set myself a task
    not knowing what I had in store
    not knowing really what to ask
    but here I am again
    I’m not sinking I am swimming
    my moment slowly turns to view
    this cup is brimming

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Monday, July 19, 2010

    831 : 7/19/00 Vorpal

    1,903 : 54 ?


    Vorpal cut through anything
    here’s the quandary see what you can do
    Slice through the Gordian knot
    that ties my hands from reaching out to you
    snick snack slice through seemingly
    inseparable matters of high regard
    no diamond too rough
    no hard place too hard
    vorpal blade oh sword of legend
    buried in your crimson stone
    could the holy task of freeing
    you from your place be mine alone
    almost anything that you could
    think of can be divided
    the vorpal solution to the dilemma
    and curse of the uninvited

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Sunday, July 18, 2010

    830 : 7/18/00 : Descent

    The long low drawn out wail of descent
    Why didn’t he ever say what he meant
    We find it so hard to speak our mind
    I guess that’s why we’re the distant kind
    The thrill of take off the agony of the crash
    You best be careful they don’t take you out with history’s trash
    It happens to the best of us you know
    So if your aim is hostile best you fly in low
    The warm sound of trains, Northeast side
    A brave man can still take those boxcars for a ride
    I don’t hold with airplanes much I’m in no rush
    Why hurry why get caught up in the crush
    Start the descent now in the tenth hour
    before this night is through your branch will flower
    Its scent will testify to one raw fact
    The sense of forward motion’s all you ever lacked
    going down

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Saturday, July 17, 2010

    829 : 7/17/00 : The Doorway (part 2)

    What did I tell you
    nothing of value
    can ever be destroyed
    Look at yourself now
    dressed for your last bow
    strung out and paranoid
    Yet here we all are together
    Standing on the edge again
    We made it through the doorway
    not by the sword but by the pen

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Friday, July 16, 2010

    828 : 7/16/00 : The Doorway (part 1)

    Is what goes in
    what goes out
    Isn’t that question
    what it’s all about
    The doorway by virtue
    of being there
    forces us to ponder
    on the faulty recall that we share
    Is there room for error?
    can we trust in who we are?
    I guess I’ve got a feeling
    that the answer can’t be far
    so walk with me to the doorway
    look and see the other side
    and if I see you again never
    still in my heart you’ll reside

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Thursday, July 15, 2010

    827 : 7/15/00 : Industry

    I must think I’m
    pretty hot
    to think that I can get out
    of the industry
    I think I’m a messiah
    but I’m not
    and my errors are
    very plain to see
    Are you looking for
    a new organization
    a different order
    a change of the guard
    Here’s the source
    of my frustration
    the question I have
    pondered hard

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Wednesday, July 14, 2010

    826 : 7/14/00 : Squink Teevee Theme Song

    Oh god
    another day
    in front of the teevee
    all the things they always show
    all the things I always see
    but everything
    has changed for me
    since I got Squink Teevee
    since I got Squink Teevee
    Oh I
    can’t face another day
    without my death sports
    And my virtual pet lamprey
    You think there’d be a price to pay
    but I get it for free
    because it’s Squink Teevee
    because it’s Squink Teevee
    You must get Squink Teevee
    You must get Squink Teevee
    It’s all on Squink Teevee
    It’s all on Squink Teevee

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Tuesday, July 13, 2010

    825 : 7/13/00 : Before the Wave

    What a silence will descend then
    as we gaze at our demise
    traveling across the whole world
    far above skyscraper size
    We may wonder what we did to
    merit such a killing blow
    little understanding that our
    ends were plotted far below
    We misread the signs and signals
    blind to what we swore to save
    This won’t be the last time we
    wish for the world before the wave
    some may cling to bits of flotsam
    wash up on some crazy shore
    Some might stay afloat a while
    a few will come there won’t be more
    One less thing to worry about
    for those that rule the nether realm
    and there’s not a single one
    of us the wave won’t overwhelm

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Monday, July 12, 2010

    824 : 7/12/00 : Delusions of Grandeur

    1,895 : 46 ?


    Delusions of Grandeur...
    Delusions of Grandeur...
    What do you see when you look through the door
    that leads to me to you to the way things were before
    what do you do when the moonlight
    Turns the world to silver frost
    What was the word so bold and true
    that soon as I heard I had to say to you
    It was a little bit past midnight
    And I was talking faster than Docta Faustus
    Delusions of Grandeur
    Delusions of Grandeur
    There was a time so long ago
    When the paradigm shifted like melted snow
    We had read about what went down before
    But even so, we were not prepared
    And the lesson that came up from that age
    Put some duress on our mostly blank page
    That’s what I see looking through the door
    To a hall of memories we shared
    Delusions of Grandeur
    Delusions of Grandeur

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Sunday, July 11, 2010

    823 : 7/11/00 : The Lost Word

    For those about to die
    by and by, by and by
    for those about to die
    salute what is seen and not heard
    Searching for the lost word
    For those who choose to live
    take and give, take and give
    for those about to be demured
    For you I’ll whisper the Lost Word

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Saturday, July 10, 2010

    822 : 7/10/00 : Brilliant

    Brilliant brilliant written in fire
    The moving finger writes and having writ retires
    Look at what it says on the wall
    You better drop everything when I call
    Brilliant cycle perfect and complete
    one thing leads to another and on down the street
    I can’t hide the fact that I’m smitten
    Dazzled by the brilliant fire in which it is written

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Friday, July 09, 2010

    821 : 7/9/00 : Go (Sacrifice)

    Sign of the sacrifice
    everything has a price
    I’m no exception there
    even if I act like I don’t care
    Don’t put one over on me
    I’m the real article, see
    watch my hands closely
    there’s no trick it’s real mostly
    I made my fortune in computer go
    and it taught me the one thing I know
    everybody gets once chance to see
    how I use mine’s up to me

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Thursday, July 08, 2010

    820 : 7/8/00 : Passion

    Watch passion ignite
    not a dim light
    blind sense and sight
    but it’s all right ma
    I’m stalwart strong
    But gone for a blonde
    I waited so long
    to hear the song that
    made me just hear
    potent wild clear
    past self and fear
    and not a mere truth
    written in gold
    untouched unsold
    passion hot and cold
    a Love so bold

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Wednesday, July 07, 2010

    819 : 7/7/00 : Jennie Song

    Guinevere...
    Guinevere...
    Guinevere...
    So delicious beyond compare
    everything’s better with Jennifer there
    at my side; love’s sexy bride
    I’m sporting an excitement I can’t hide
    Jennie’s song is short and sweet
    a princess a twin blessed with a discrete
    eternal grace; an angel’s face
    that sends me swooning in a transcendent place
    plain or complex, coarse or fine
    Musta made friends upstairs to make her mine
    I won’t let go; you know it’s so; a
    Jennie song is in my heart and in my soul

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Tuesday, July 06, 2010

    818 : 7/6/00 : Punk (Karma Wheel)

    If you run down a punk in Amarillo T-X
    If you play football A and M will cash your checks
    If a black man robs the wrong store at the wrong time
    chances are they’ll burn him for another man’s crime
    I wrote this song on behalf of Dustin Camp
    I gave the Karma wheel a spin and locked down the clamp
    what goes around comes around I promise it’s true
    and one day it will come around for you
    Hey punks listen while I sing you a tune
    I saw the spirit of your friend howl at the moon
    He gave me a message to pass along
    He made me promise to deliver it in a punk song
    His spirit is vital because you don’t forget
    He said to make you promise to live without regret
    He said true revenge none can halt or steal
    When it’s carried out by the Karma wheel
    If you want real justice you must make it spin
    believe in his spirit and make your lives begin
    don’t dwell on this bad world as bad as you feel
    I promise I’m at work with the Karma wheel

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Monday, July 05, 2010

    817 : 7/5/00 : Notebook

    1,888 : 39 ?


    Get your notebook
    get your pen
    write it down
    you won’t be told again
    here’s your secret
    here’s your clue
    here’s your jumpstart
    hear and do
    read your notebook
    heed its words
    bright like fireflies
    free like birds
    write it down
    don’t miss a thought
    can’t be bottled
    can’t be bought
    Only given
    free a gift
    listen feel your
    fortunes lift

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Sunday, July 04, 2010

    816 : 7/4/00 : Independence Tip

    Fit that quill pen with an Independence Tip
    Be careful with the balances and how many checks you skip
    Nothing written down can make a well ordered state
    No brand of governance can work that fails to relate
    How fine are you gonna have to write
    to fit it on a thousand pages
    I’ve got only five to the fifths
    and the thing has took me ages
    nevertheless my dear friend
    All that starts is bound to end
    nine hundred a thousand a thousand one
    look this story has just begun
    soon no more an apprentice
    on this declaration’s trip
    I’ve got my fountain pen fitted
    with my independence tip

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Saturday, July 03, 2010

    815 : 7/3/00 : History

    Let’s make history
    just like anyone
    let’s start a movement
    make a new thing underneath the sun
    And looking back upon
    The way we changed the course
    memory’s a time machine
    and human thought’s the primal force
    Whatever we choose now
    is just tomorrow’s history
    And whatever happens next
    Is what we caused and meant to be
    It is our portion and our right
    to shape the time that’s given to
    the epoch of our power trips
    There’s none more key than me or you
    The history we’re making now
    At least those who get off the fence
    is nothing but the myths
    they will relate a thousand eons hence

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    Friday, July 02, 2010

    814 : 7/2/00 : Finding the Work

    Finding the work is a job on it’s own
    I need a day job besides to throw the taxman a bone
    Choose life the rally of the doomed
    Oh I choose to be lost inhumed
    What does it mean to every day
    Walk in this crazy, untrained way
    Follow Vishnu, Buddha, Christ
    Follow the wind the moon the zeitgeist
    Practice caution practice craft
    sail off on a wooden raft
    discover some enchanted land
    the work you love is close at hand
    Somewhere in a maze of life
    there is a chance past fear and strife
    of finding the work we require
    to end this road of war and fire
    And if I find the work I love
    the task that fits me like a glove
    then I’ll contribute to the cause
    to build a whole world from the flaws

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here

    813 : 7/1/00 : Home

    The millions that have wandered
    oh so long and oh so far
    the time that we have squandered
    following an irrational star
    when will my million be led home?
    when will we find our way home?
    The specter of what’s left of us
    starfaring tribe our noble race
    left waiting for the cosmic bus
    the foolish looks left on our Face
    When will we wander home?
    When will our wanderings take us home?
    Ten thousand years ten thousand more
    and look at what we’ve come to now
    and look at what I’ve come to now
    Whatever we may have in store
    Still just want to get home somehow
    when will our star lead us home?
    When will they come to take us home?

    You can read an explanation of the origin of these lyrics here