Tuesday, January 30, 2024

2.4290 : 1/30/17 : Every Griefer

Could get
every griefer
swift reprise
to every griefer
swift wind
none see apporach
bearing the lance
of this towering reproach

what

2.4289 : 1/29/17 : Coup

They argued if this was
the start of the coup
we all argued
Whatever we could do
Just an old dog
used to dealing out the deck of woe
all you can take heart in
it ain't our first rodeo

what

2.4288 : 1/28/17 : Chuck

Chuck three sports cards
inexplicably saved
hope they weren't sentimental
to you
but you are beyond sentiment
and I gotta start somewhere
hacking back the material tide
sad but true
what would you think
of these tides of late
you'd have some choice words
I hope all that garbage
is off your plate
but I'm still down here
fighting many tides
and forever seeking that far shore
where everything
of worth abides

what

Saturday, January 27, 2024

2.4287 : 1/27/17 : Ten Turns

Did I live less?
Wierdly with more stress
did run out of tales
ten turns back
Dreamt such wild things
Orbits of steel rings
looking dusty old like Gernsback
what got stuck in the straw
what got stuck in my craw
I never saw my way
to pick my go time
feels like forevermore
feels more like nevermore
any other turn left
but this slow time

what

Friday, January 26, 2024

2.4286 : 1/26/17 : Released

Released once
from the
wish of the well
throw no coin
for no word
will tell

what

2.4285 : 1/25/17 : Every No

Pile every chip
and every tattered bill
pulled my gold tooth
but oh they want more still
every single day
they want a little show
for want of a
better idea
I bite back every no
a sack of tarnished pride
Weighs down half my tightrope pole
but it gets balanced pretty good
by what I think's
a sack of coal
And if I haven't found a virtue
lately I'd care to extoll
well look around you lord of hosts
because the devil's
on a roll

what

Wednesday, January 24, 2024

2.4284 : 1/24/17 : Dread

Almost caught
get caught up in the
dread word spiral
wasn't long at all ago
we had a much better
us for the adjective viral
I won't be edified
or taught so why
not let all dread
gray thought pass by
and coast an
early bed
rise to who knows
a different head
One that does not dread
so easily and fast
and hang a slim silver
crown on the main mast

what

2.4283 : 1/23/17 : Lord Austere

Will the Lord Austere lead me
where the way of will faltered
was there really a time
I ever had the demon haltered
said once a prayer of
simple dull endurance
but these days I'm older
want a little more insurance
but it's not today no to day-o
and I already knew what I'd say-o
give me your plain ring Austere I kiss it
it's tomorrow and tomorrow
and I don't even miss it

what

Monday, January 22, 2024

2.4282 : 1/22/17 : Alternative Facts

Day 3 in the realm
of alternative facts
I've downed my share
and my amazing acts
of daring in mind
of generous words
a prince among tasters
in the first age of the nerds
I'll be an iconoclast
demand evidence
a train of logic
and things making sense
no doubt become an outcast
crying in the waste
imagining the real alternative
as the age batters truth to paste

what

Sunday, January 21, 2024

2.4281 : 1/21/17 : The Other Monkeys

Thoughts knocking around
unproductive noise, not sound
What's the gear I need
to harmonize
While stones tumble
and the time flies
I put a lot into
the ever present grind
but never got me
an inch closer to peace of mind
and the refrain is
dead familiar
throw me a bone
hey would it kill ya
what is the gear I need
to get harmonized
I saw one used
but still so high prized
for me
so keep knocking around
with all the other
monkeys in this tree

what

Saturday, January 20, 2024

2.4280 : 1/20/17 : Mr. Clever Dumb

Tired of Mr. Clever Dumb
and how all the moments come
and weather, work, repast, and rest
and feel I've failed most every test

what

2.4279 : 1/19/17 : Planting

Planting seeds
I'm not sure I
want to cultivate
many tendrils
drag me to a steady state
don't blame the job
blame the man
you sent
And oh how weary
to picture
wondering where it all
went

what

Thursday, January 18, 2024

2.4278 : 1/18/17 : A Tide

Grant power
magic
to turn a tide
pity this poor
believer
still yet
so unsatisfied

what

Wednesday, January 17, 2024

2.4277 : 1/17/17 : Goal

What the hell's the definition
between a goal
and a mission
if I finally got it
written down
could I finally lift
my head and look around
I can't believe
threw more hours
down that hole
chasing the zeitgeist
baiting the troll
bail bail bail
leaks are multiplying
holy hell in twelve
I'll purely be dying

what

2.4276 : 1/16/17 : Troll

The whole damn century
is a troll so far
no day for heroes
no rising star
but at least this small hour
going to muscle up
at least the couple sandbags
I can rustle up

what

Monday, January 15, 2024

2.4275 : 1/15/17 : Hole

And so every so often
fall through this hole
the bottom falls out
so many hours I stole
and I'll pay for it
stumble through somehow
I guess it's a living
but holy cow

what

Sunday, January 14, 2024

2.4274 : 1/14/17 : New Plan A

New plan A
and who can stop me
old's the new young
or prove me wrong
and drop me
nothing like magic
but watch out for misdirection
this next one's going to take you
like a jab to the midsection

what

2.4273 : 1/13/17 : Strength

Will I find that strength
in a website book
One day date me so badly
be embarassed to look
took a lot of leaps
could argue
never blind
or far enough
always found the strength
to go on
but did it ever
get that tough?
was always just
looking for a rulebook
a cheat code
the instructions?
guess I'm wired
to keep looking
among these
baffling constructions

what

Friday, January 12, 2024

2.4272 : 1/12/17 : It's Fun to Dream

It's fun to dream
big score big con life's work on along
Shot down shot back toss the shot
Then attack
it's fun to dream
oh the melody the shaker breaker
bellery fame without
consequence
how'd a smart boy
get so dense?
But it's
fun to dream away
the dark age in between
the wasted gears
and another dull day
but that is not
the song I sought
and dreaming ends
If only I could
end all thought
of

what

Thursday, January 11, 2024

2.4271 : 1/11/17 : No Access

No access
stopped short
at the shell
diamond hard
transparent
as hell
and oh what
jolly fun it
looks inside
can't be part of it
and so I hide
can't last
soon to be
dragged into light
blinking
but standing
and still
burn bright

what

Wednesday, January 10, 2024

2.4270 : 1/10/17 : A Husk

Tried to stop asking
for lights on the way
for mystic unmasking
and a better day
but the spark won't quit kindling
getting burned to a husk
though the light seems dwindling
and I fear eternal dusk
maybe I knew at the center
I could not stop all hope
for a new sign saying enter
through days I merely cope
don't know if I'm living through
or just marking ticks
a box of days to give you
and me still kicking at the pricks

what

Tuesday, January 09, 2024

2.4269 : 1/9/17 : Dead Eye

Always aiming
always
scoping out
fifth decade
on the mission
still a
groping scout
never getting
that dead-eye
flow down
oh someday
I shall
there'll be
a hoe down

what

Monday, January 08, 2024

2.4268 : 1/8/17 : Daylights

No not going to
let the usual fog
trick the daylights
out of this old dog
I got a scent on
so faint as to madden
but as the routine
went on
his heart began to gladden
because it sounded
like that one song
and it felt like home
and it smelled of times
in childhood
happy content and alone
but it felt like a gathering
many old friends
and it moved like
a congregation
united in means
not ends

what

Sunday, January 07, 2024

2.4267 : 1/7/17 : The Lost Track

The lost track
that started here
Somewhere long
and far off
will suddenly appear
and none will
remember where
it ever was supposed to
lead
and I'm guessing
it doesn't matter much
better to production
better look for speed
it was an
age of expedience
wrapped in ugly lies
but they didin't
pull the wool
over my eyes

what

Saturday, January 06, 2024

2.4266 : 1/6/17 : Push the Chairs In

Latel always wanting to just
rack the glasses
push the chairs in
Pull the shades
and go home
Routine pulls the plow
nothing's different now
there's nowhere
I would roam
I would pull the
dark cold night
like a blanket over
my buzzing head
Follow it through
nothings going
to fall to you
drop 90 million
miles into bed

what

Friday, January 05, 2024

2.4265 : 1/5/17 : A New Thing

Try a new thing
work in hope
strive idealistic
surge for scope
small is beautiful
I must be ravishing
and that's about the extent
to be slavishing

what

Thursday, January 04, 2024

2.4264 : 1/4/17 : Sandbags

Plenty to decry
always plenty
to pass by
plenty of sandbags
in a pile
hell this could
take a while
it's dull I'm
copping out
this warm pot sucks
I'm hopping out
it just takes
to damn long to boil
and I've got
days left yet
to toil

what

2.4263 : 1/3/17 : Shady

Was thinking big thoughts
but the night
made them fadey
and anyhow my big
thoughts always
seem shady
and I'm tired of hype
that just doesn't
ring true
So I'll mute the bell
and hang up that clue

what

2.4262 : 1/2/17 : Petty Pace

All I can 
such a petty pace
and the big casino
is a race
I never got the
invitation
so it seems
except in spooling words
and half remembered dreams
rough starting
what's new?
fear too much
will be remembered
as the year
the bill came due

what

Monday, January 01, 2024

2.4261 : 1/1/17 : Rune

So the sucking void
asserts its space
too soon
Please don't ask me to
explain the chaos rune
just the armies
of the hateful
Still on every side
and does the light really abide?
I'm just cranky
I'm just low on sleep
fucked up on legal
uppers
downers
too much wheat
too many words
too many minds
everted
on this backwards warped
panoptic
where all progress
is perverted

what

2.4260 : 12/31/16 : Tear it in Half

Get this party started
in the usual fashion
alone and silent
and well out of the action
after the introspect
I'll tear it in half
led the party up and
away from the golden calf
What's in my pocket?
 a coin key or ring?
is my left hand clutched
around anything?
oh just you wait
for a delight will soon appear
poet out
and see you next year

what

2.4259 : 12/30/16 : HERD

Go on two years
pummled with it
and still resist
just another one
any cool fate missed
just another one
of the ordinary herd
and I disbelieve it
push my broom
and say not a word
how I pine
how I dream of the key
my own secret garden
locked up inside of me
I sketched it once
called it my masterpiece
and wonder if there's anything
esle that could
give me release

what

2.4258 : 12/29/16 : Thrill Star

No thrill star
no rocky bod
desk jockey
pasty office clod
pudgy american
full of cake
no kung fu
no downtown shake
hope I don't
need to save nothing
I'm not really
even up to bluffing

what